So, I'm going to the doctor tomorrow I've been all over the place in terms of western medicine. I want to try some new stuff and I'm sure I'll get some good ideas from the folk here.
I need some sort of "Anti-Depressant" that will help with anxiety, motivation, and keep restlessness down without being a sedative.
I can basically get any medication, it just needs to be active in the US Market.
What I used to have going was Mirtazapine 90mg + Tramadol 300mg + 60mg Baclofen + 0.5 Pramipexole but I cut out the Tramadol and Pramipexole.
I've been completely off the Tramadol for like a week now, and have been using low dose naltrexone with great benefit in that section.
I've lowered my dose of Mirtazapine from 90mg to 75mg but I'll be able to get a replacement whilst still being able to taper myself down.
Still though, I need something to "pep me up" like the Tramadol would normally do - something to get me up and moving with precision. Tramadol was an opiate, but it was like a study drug to me... I could take it and damn I blew through school so fast it WAS funny lol. I don't like the idea of Opiates inhibiting neurogenesis and I'm already on a steady dose of LDN I'd rather not kill. I know Effexor is like Tramadol but the withdrawal effects of Effexor are what made me choose the Tramadol in the first place.
My anxiety, is performance anxiety I believe it's dopamine related since its completely abolished it D2/D3 agonists like pramipexole. I just don't know about the long term safety of drugs like PPX...
By performance anxiety, I mean how well I can do a task - I don't think I have low dopamine since my sexual capability is just fine, but I think I do have some kind of partial hypo-function of at least some dopamine receptors.