I'm a marijuana user and I have been for a period of 2/½ years. I am today 20 years old and suffer from depression. I still remember the effects I had from my first blunt. It was so strong that I could not feel any part of my body besides my head for the entire duration of time that I was affected by the drug. The effects would with time lessen gradually and I would go less numb all over my body untill I would never get numb at all.
After the numbing, I started to notice the dumbing down. I can forget what I am talking about in the middle of a conversation. My vocabulary has gotten worse and I no longer use any complicated words or sentences. My friends have for the last year called me "dizzy" and have been distansing themselves from me.
When I'm under the effect of Marijuana my cognitive abilities seem to return. I get crazy ideas, I talk much more and I'm able to verbally formulate myself in a proper way if not under the influence of Marijuana then my cognitive abilities are as bad as ever. I study to become a programmer but I cannot for the life of me remember what I did yesterday or recall/remember important things I've been told throughout the day. I'm constantly placing my concern over the fact that my life may be over and that's where my depression kicks in.
"Cannabinoid receptors also control a lot of other chemical neurotransmitter interactions within the brain (Neuromodulation) and this produces the same effect as above (overdrives them into not working properly. This is a classic case of a stupified dope fiend, whose normal neurotransmission has been modulated, slowed and shot by consuming too much THC too soon via the cannabinoid receptors.
These neurotransmitters, that are affected by Marijuana use, are responsible for concentration, learning, memory retention and nerve growth factor among many others.
So by now you can start to see how Marijuana can affect the brain negatively or positevly if you like your thought processes to diminished and subdued."
I only ask to have my life back. I want to know what medicines will cure me of my problems. A simplified list of medications that contain the neurotransmitters necessary to fix my situation. I'm not a doctor and I haven't studied chemistry for years. I'm not capable of making a list for myself even if I had a list of recommended items from which I could pick what to take because some of them might neutralise each other when combined.
I simply want a working medication list that will not neutralise the other medications when combined together.