Hello everyone, i would like to start by saying i am a college student studying to be a computer scientist who recently got out of the military (finished my contract) and i am doing fine in school (A's and some B's) but i have to work extra hard to get them. I have a hard time paying attention in class no matter how hard i try. I always sit in front of the class with a pre-class motivation routine to pay attention and understand the material at hand. But within 10 minutes or so of the lecture, my mind wanders throughout the universe with thoughts of the future and theories of random things. Then i catch myself and punish myself mentally to get back on the lecture, but before i know it, i missed crucial points of the lecture. For the rest of the class, i feel completely discouraged and anxious to go home and research the material on my own via youtube and the internet. I also have a hard time having long converstaions with people. I am not sure whether because they are boring but within 5-10 words or so, i hear them, but i am not sure what they are talking about because i am either thinking about what to say next or im thinking about other things such as why they looked at my nose ( do i have a booger). This could be insecurites, mixed in with ptsd or something however, ive always had issues with attention even when i was little. I always told my self i had ADD, but i also thought that was a myth. Anyway, back on topic. I went on a reading spree a couple days ago about adderall because it seems that people are having awesome results from it from learning material within a short amount of time. I would love that since i am learning computer programming at the moment. I also read the negative effects it can have like meth induced psychosis, which you dont even have to know the details of to know its really bad. Then i came across nootropics which seems to have similar effects and is much safer. So there, my mind was set and started reading some more and now i am super anxious to try some basic stacks.
I have amazon on a another tab ready to checkout with the following stack
Lions mane capsules
Alpha GPC
L-Theanin
Phenylpiracetam
i also have been taking orange triad fish oils and vitamins in the last 3 years
and nascent iodine
So basically trying to have better logic skills for math and computer programming but most importantly, the ability to pay attention and focus. Do i need something like focus XT?
I am sure i can find all the information i am asking here on the net somewhere, but the stacks i read about often contain broken links to the supplements or out of date. I just wanted to get an updated version advice. And i always just feel like i am out-dated with everything that is happening now like nootropics and nascent iodine and a bunch of stuff i read (reading spree) on the internet where i am just like " oh what, i missed that too" and makes me wonder what else i've been missing since ive been pretty much deployed in the last 5 years. I was in the Submarine Force for 5 years, so yeah no internet, no email, no cable,.....no sunlight.
TLTR;
Im another noob that knows nothing
I am looking for a stack that helps with my attention issues
what am i missing from my list? Is it sufficient for a noob?
Im a submarine warfare vet, i know nothing about the world.
Thank you for reading and any advice would be greatly appreciated.