I am 22 years old and 2 months ago I got diagnosed with ADD (ADHD-PI).
Over the years I developed some Social Anxiety (ADD and lack of social skills related I guess) and Depression (also ADD related), but since starting treatment (CBT) and medication I am doing fine.
Recently I started medication: Ritalin (methylphenidate). And this is basically what happened (excuse the shitty graph):
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Week 1 was great, I could concentrate and focus, the fog was gone and for the first time in my life it was easy to finish things that I started. Side effects: euphoria the first 4-5 days, 1 headache, 1 rebound/badcomedown (didn't noticed the other comedowns, after the meds worn off I felt the same as always), and sometimes cold hand/feet. The effects were pretty short though (1 dose lasted about 2 hours the first days, at the end of the week maybe 1.5 hours). But after a couple of days the positive and negative effects decreased really fast, the fog came back, couldn't finish things only my concentration and focus were better than normal.
Week 2, a higher dose but the positive effects decreased even further. 1 dose lasted a bit longer, ~2 - 2.5 hours. At the end of the week I couldn't tell the difference between medicated and unmedicated anymore. No side effects and no bad comedowns or rebounds.
Week 3 The effects increased a little bit and lasted about 2.5-3 hours, my concentration and focus were a little bit better than normal but the fog was the same as always and finishing things was also as hard as ever. Sometimes I could feel my heart beating, but other than that no side effects or bad comedowns/rebounds.
Week 4 - end, The next ~3 weeks I tried everything, I took breaks, tried different dosages, tried different timing, full/empty stomach, with/without supplements and nothing worked. More than 20 mg every 3 hours was pointless it didn't improve the positive effects. The only difference between 20 mg and 50 mg was my pulse, no other side effects or anything. The difference between medicated and unmedicated was so small, it was really hard to tell, when I took breaks I felt almost the same as medicated. Finally I gave up.
I took no other medication or drugs, and most of the time I took the following supplements: ZMA, Fish Oil, Vitamin D, Magnesium and a Multivitamin.
Does anybody know what happened or could have happened?
I've been searching for quit some time but it seems like no one has an aswer. I know some people don't respond well to Ritalin, but for me it worked the first couple of days. After that all the effects, positive and side effects, vanished only the (noticable) higher pulse stayed at doses higher than 20 mg.
After that I started Dexedrine (dextro-amphetamine), it is different but it works. I'm in my 2nd week of Dex now, the effects are still great but not as good as the first couple of days. It seems like the same is happening as with Ritalin but a much slower pace.
Besides that I'd rather take Ritalin than Dex, especially long term. Or no medication at all ofcourse but that's not an option right now. I will look into Nootropics sometime, but in the past I had not really succes with them.
If someone has a answer or knows (or has an idea) what is wrong (or could be) with my brain/body please tell me, Thank you!