Ok since no one replied yet, I will describe my situation:
On the summer of 2013 I started to have death anxiety, which went on to a point where I couldn't normally function and started to abuse cigarettes, alcohol and weed. I went to two psychiatrists, one didn't do much and prescribed tradozone and some SSRI, I only took tradozone. The second one prescribed also tradozone, but added zyprexa and I was diagnosed as a schizophrenic. Zyprexa took out some of the anxiety yet I started to depersonalize alot. Over the year of 2013 to 2014 I was diagnosed as depressed too and was put on bupropion - wellbutrin too, then Zoloft. It was my graduation year so I was just trying to pass the exams, even tho the DP/DR was stronger and stronger. Diagnose was later changed to schizoid personality disorder. During the summer of 2014 I had DP too, but didn't care about it as all that I cared about was partying and relaxing. Now I have a tough college infront of me, a very demanding job and I need to do good.
I currently suffer from this:
DP/DR - when I pop zyprexa it dissapears, but I am sleeping alot (12 hours min), I am "zombified", tired and clumsy, also depressed
No sense of purpose whatsoever
Lack of motivation
Adhedonia (to a point where I can't remember when I was last time happy or had any pleasure)
Lack of focus
Mind is blank
Loss of personality
I don't know if the answer is in nootropics, ADs or AP, but this is what came to my mind:
Armodafinil + Zyprexa, as Armodafinil may lift the clumsiness and narcolepsy, also mood and motivation
Pramiracetam/Aniracetam + Noopept + Choline
Ciltep
Abilify + SSRI without the Zyprexa
In the past I've taken piracetam, choline, noopept, picamillon, sulbutamine, sarcosine, NAC, not neccesarily at the same time.