My introduction to this forum to share with your all my knowledge regarding euphoria, anxiety, depression, levodopa, 5-hydroxytryptophan (5-htp) and the relation towards
the HPA-axis (hypothalamic pituitary adrenal axis).
Most experiences are reinforced by dopamine the chemical that gets released by all forms of stimulants and addictive drugs. Whenever this system gets depleted, lack of focus confidence and feelings of well being diminish.
It is also reported that people with low dopamine levels lack motivation to work for rewards. Dopamine is also involved in psychosis and hallucinations and parkinsons disease.
For me, the most interesting fact is about ecstasy. The drug induces a whole lot of positive effects initially. Feelings include euphoria, empathy, anxiolysis and energy.
When supplementing with L-dopa together with aromatic amino acid decarboxylase inhibition from EGCG (from green tea or raw cocoa beans) Dopamine gets charged and released. It even pushes noradrenaline out of the synaptic vesicles and replaces it with dopamine) When you add a subsequent dose of 150 mg 5-htp there is a rise in CRH and ACTH which induces a cortisol spike, without a need for bungy jumping or entering a rollercoaster. This cortisol spike will last for some time increasing dopamine/noradrenaline/adrenaline release and is the mechanism of action of MDMA.
Cortisol is part of a negative feedback loop on CRH. So taking a low starting dose of MDMA and gradually upping the dose will result in a blunted cortisol spike and no euphoric dopamine kick.
The downside of MDMA is that is depletes the serotonin stores, induces adrenal fatigue, and depletes dopamine and noradrenaline stores.
All of this is fine as long as you take 1 pill, once a month. But when you take additional pills and party every week another nasty thing happens.
Serotonin gets severely depleted, body responds in a way to preserve the lower 5htp levels by upregulating the 5ht1a AUTORECEPTORS. The autoreceptors are hypersensitive and lower pre-synaptic release of 5HT and the lower amount of 5ht1a receptors from the sustained levels of cortisol. As one can see, this feedback systeem is now completely out of balance and will not return to balance without taking the right nutrition, and supplements to restore function.
On the restoring effects of tryptophan, rhodiola rosea and ginkgo biloba.
tryptophan can increase stores of 5HT and in the long term can cause gradual downregulation of the somatodendritic 5ht1a autoreceptors, resulting in enhanced activation of anxiolytic 5ht1a post-synaptic receptors.
rhodiola rosea can restore levels of 5HT neurons in the hippocampus
gingo biloba is shown to reverse age related loss of 5ht1a receptors due to aging.
To induce a state of euphoria (by activating the innate stress response system) 5-htp can be used to bypass the regulation of 5HT release. 5-htp needs to hit the brain cells therefore pheripheral blocking of 'aromatic amino acid decarboxylase' AADC is necessary. This can be partially achieved with EGCG from green tea. Eventuall a pre-load with L-dopa for enhancement of dopamine release i also recommend.
On why this method has limted side effects.
5-htp and the 5HT that follows is from a spillover effect rather than the MDMA throw everything out thing. So the 5ht1a AUTORECEPTOR upregulation which is a bad thing is prevented.
when 5-htp together with carbidopa (AADC blocker) gets ingested the effects on cortisol last
100 mg 2-3 hours +/-200% cortisol from baseline
200 mg 3-5 hours +/-275% cortisol from baseline
300 mg 4-6 hours +/-350% cortisol from baseling
above 100 mg per dose can induce nausea, so i recommend 100 mg dosis taken 1-2 hours apart.
On why you can not use this trick every day.
5-htp activates the stress-response system, and puts your brain/body in a catecholamine overdrive (dopamine rise about 500% like cocaine...) and depletes stores. Also cortisol has destructive action on 5ht receptors in the hypothalamus.
Why the effects feel different than amphetamine.
Amphetamine mainly enhances dopamine release (1600% rise) and not so much a cortisol spike.