The past 3 days have been just amazing.
I don't mean a euphoric type amazing where I'm just excited and happy about everything, more like a calm and focused mindset where I am supremely confident and determined. I seem to naturally assume the leadership position no matter who i'm with. I am more empathetic and socially tactful. I know what needs to be done, and wont hesitate to do it. Nothing catches me off guard, nobody intimidates me. I am, for lack of a better word, the MAN.
Normally, I am a very blunt person. I seem to be a bit intimidating from my build, as well as having a naturally pissed off looking face all the time. I don't like working with people, and don't talk much. When I do, I say what I mean and it often comes across very harsh.
What I did the yesterday.
5:30 am - Take preworkout (contains 100mg caffeine , doesn't affect me much though)
6:00 am - Begin workout at gym. Been in a bulking phase again, 6-8 reps , heavy weight
7:30 am - Get home, post workout shake, go back to bed.
9:00 am - Wake up, eat breakfast. Supplement 250mg Citicoline and 400mg fish oil
10:00 am - 2.5mg Deprenyl
10:30 am - 600mg Primaforce Phenibut And 15mg liquid Memantin
Rest of the day spent cleaning up the house(something I never do) , detail my car, shopping with GF, Dinner with GF and friends, than bed at 11. All while feeling awesome.
This is the lowest dose of phenibut I ever tried. I generally do about 1.5g before bed. I usually take it once a week but have now taken it 3 days in a row. Going without today and see how I feel.
Deprenyl has been pretty motivating especially at >10mg, but I don't want the diet restricting sides. Memantine sucked the first 2 days I began taking it, but now works like a dream to relieve anxiety without making me tired
In over 2 years of trial and error with a shitload of meds and supplements, these three seem to do it for me perfectly. So those with ADHD or PTSD induced anxiety, I recommend you look into these 3 especially if your like me and stims make you feel wired and burnt out, ssris brings you lower, and racetams just flat out dont do shit.