Alright I have a host of problems that have been dragging me down for years now and I'm scared they may literally ruin my life. I'm 23. Just recently broke up with a short term GF (4 months) which may be confounding things, however I wasn't really that into her.
I'll just try simply my situation by listing my symptoms discreetly as possible.
Pessimism
General Anxiety
Social Anxiety
No libido
Fatigue
Obsessional jealousy
Perfectionism
Extremely low self-esteem
Poor memory
Poor concentration
Right now I'm taking Agomelatine 50mg and, Lexapro 5mg. Thinking of adding buspirone as well. Been on the Agomelatije for about a month, lex for a week. Most of my symptoms have not improved, I know medications are not the whole answer but I'm literally struggling to perform small daily tasks and can't imagine making the big moves I need to get out of this hole.
The closest I have come to full remission was on tianeptine. That stuff gave me incredible optimism and confidence, however given its mu agonist properties I question it's long term efficacy. In fact it gave me some rebound depression, which was not enjoyable.
Any ideas?