So ive been weekly dosing a single tab of LSD. I've fallen in love with the drug, simply because it abolishes my anhedonia / dp for the day.
My symptoms for the last few years:
Zero ability to feel emotions
Tiredness
Bad disassocation
Cannot feel pleasure physically / sexually
No libido.
LSD gives me emotions, it stimulates me, it destroys the disassocation via creating a connection the environment around me,
it turns me into a sexual beast.
I tried microdosing but i dont get the effects like this. Is there anything i can take daily that will make me feel alive like this?