So been a bit silly on phenibut. Been taking it 5 days a week with weekends off, but sometimes like last week for 12 days in a row (for work).
Been gradually upping dosage as I've felt it's effects lessen. Highest I've got up to is 3.5g this morning and I took it at 6 and I'm barely feeling it.
Usually it's good at switching me off to bothering about people and I feel it in my upper body. Originally it did give me a slight euphoria as well, gave me a nice feeling up my spinal chord that verged on orgasmic and made me happy and chatty and pro social. Also made me really motivated and quick thinking.
But now it's just keeping me awake and taking the edge of social anxiety a little bit. I feel like I'm reverting to my old self - miserable, lower motivation (although not as low when off it). The euphoria and feeling on my back are long gone, but the feeling of it in my upper body only went in the last two weeks. Talking isn't draining like it was before I was on it, but I'm not very social again.
Basically all I'm feeling is mild anti anxiety and wakefulness.
I guess I could up the dosage to ridiculous amounts, perhaps go up to 5g, but I think I'll just be doing more damage.
I took two days off on the weekend. Not enough to get the withdrawal symptoms that I had during a week off before, but I hoped it'd get it out of my system so I'd feel it more today.
The weekend off was fine. Took aniracetam to take any edge off anyway. Just didn't feel anything, like felt anhedonic. No energy, no motivation, no positive or negative thoughts, no sexual arousal. Just nothing. Not exactly nice, but beats full blown depression I guess.
I've got aniracetam and it doesn't really do anything for me. Very slight anti anxiety, on a good day it doesn't make me want to talk to people but stops me jumbling up words. But seems to make my eyes go half shut like if I was on weed but without the redness. Not really impressed with it tbh.
I think maybe my gaba b and dopamine receptors are up regulated.
So I'm worried they may take a while to repair...
So I'm thinking about l theanine, l taurine and mucuna. I'm thinking these might take the edge off anxiety and lack of energy and motivation, but I'm guessing they'll only work very mildly after phenibut.
Took a 5htp complex with inositol, l theanine and a load of other stuff in it before. Seems nice, not exactly amazing but makes me feel more rested the next day and kind of horny. Reacted strangely with phenibut though so I stopped taking it.
Anyone have any advice or opinions? So far my options look like weaning myself off phenibut and replacing it with those others. Anyone know how strong they are? Cheers.