My main issues are anhedonia and cognitive impairment. This was not a result of psych meds, noots or drugs, just natural depression.
I took 2.5 weeks of tianeptine, which worsened my detachment and insomnia. Would it be futile to try other glutamatergics like memantine or riluzole? What does the failure of tianeptine tell me about the nature of my condition or natural function of my brain?
Also, I'm looking for a permanent solution, not something to help my symptoms (which often happens at the expense of future mental health). Otherwise I'd just do crack!