I have very low hormones levels including T, thyroid, estrogen, cortisol. Anhedonic joyless unmotivated type of depression. Very non-social. Lot of brain fog, inability to have free flowing thought, usually no imagination, generally feel I am in a stupor.
Ritalin, Vyvanse and modafinil (to lesser extent) allow me to usually have more thoughts and generally process information at a greater pace. Aside from that there are some subtle anti-anhedonic effects from ritalin and vyvanse. The boost to cognitive functioning though it was is really notable. Aside from the peripheral effects which sometimes make me feel like I'm an impaired state. I tend to generally have issues with poor peripheral circulation in my CFS and orthostatic intolerance. I usually think best when I am laying down on ritalin/vyvanse but not sure what I can do about that.
I see my doctor on Jan 4th and I want to know what alternatives there may be for me to replace ritalin/vyvanse? They tend to make me less resistant to stress at various times and the benefits often build up much tolerance. Plus the dependance type effect where it feels so difficult to function without them.
I've tried wellbutrin before and it made me feel dumber if anything. Risperdal is one I am looking into for depression + ability to feel some pleasure.