For the past 2 years I have been dealing with what I believe is an issue with my body producing way too much adrenaline. I have been to several doctors and the only thing that I have been diagnosed with is CFS and POTS. They have been absolutely useless in helping me feel better so I figured I'd ask Reddit for advice.
I developed CFS 2 years ago and was at the doctor to get a routine blood test. As they were drawing blood I had a vasovagal attack, and everything when down hill from there. My anxiety became untolerable. I get what I call adrenaline attacks everyday now. Sometimes they will last for 10-15 minutues and other times they will be more severe and last an hour or so. My whole body turns ice cold and I begin shaking/convulsing violently. It looks as if I'm having a seizure. They have now begun to occur at night and I will wake up at 2am shaking severly. They can be so strong that I am literally unable to mutter a single word. Aside from these episodes, my cognitive functioning has massively decreased. It has gotten so bad I am unable to work and can barely hold a conversation for more than 30 seconds. My stress tolerance is non existent. The smallest of emotional or physical stressors will knock me for a loop.
Before I developed CFS and these adrenaline issues I was abusing my body with stimulants and sleeping only 3-4 nights a week. This went on for about 18 months before my body completely crashed. I was on a stack on modanafil, large doses of caffeine, and played adrenaline pumping video games all day.
Did i damage my body beyond repair? Is their anything that may help me at this point? Has anyone else experienced something similar? I really cannot fathom living this way for much longer.