Hi there,
I have functioned well until 29 years old. Then I suffered from PTSD and anxiety in response to an abusive relationship. I was prescribed drugs (benzo's, antipsychotic) and upon withdrawal suffered my first psychosis. After that my issues got worse and worse with more meds and withdrawals. Antipsychotics are known to make you more sensitive to psychosis, ironically. It's called supersensitivity psychosis or rebound psychosis. At the moment I use an antipsychotic (haldol) in relatively small dose (30mg/4 weeks). I suffer from unbearable anhedonia/flat affect/depression/lack of energy and cognitive problems/concentration loss because of haldol. Quitting the meds lifts these issues for a large part, but causes another problem: horrible withdrawals. Psychosis, terror, anger and mood swings. I feel much much worse than before getting hooked on meds. I had no family history of psychosis, no psychotic symptoms before meds and have no diagnosis of schizophrenia.
I hate my life like this, I have zero trust in psychiatrists and I am desperate to find out a more bearable solution than the one they have on offer (a lifelong as a haldol-zombie). I want to reverse some of the damage the antipsychotics did, reverse supersensitivity psychosis. I just can't figure out how. It's kind of a complicated issue, but I am willing to try a lot and spend a lot of time and money to find a solution. Even if it only helps me lower meds it would be helpful! I have found some ideas on alternatives on this forum for either trauma or psychosis, but not specifically on the reversal of supersensitivity psychosis.
Any ideas?
Some ideas in my solo-brainstorm sessions:
1. Reverse dopamine supersensitivity. Downregulate and desensitize dopamine receptors in the striatum and mesolimbic system. How to achieve this? I thought about:
- Experimenting with some research peptides like cyclo-leu-gly or pro-leu-gly that are supposed to reverse dopamine supersensitivity... in rats. http://www.ncbi.nlm..../pubmed/6145116
- Following a high carbohydrate-low protein diet - http://www.ncbi.nlm..../pubmed/1349715
- Using mucuna pruriens (l-dopa) - http://europepmc.org...ract/med/847296
Although it's also said that it doesn't help or even worsens the problem - http://www.ncbi.nlm..../pubmed/6815701
- Switching to Abilify first. http://www.ncbi.nlm....pubmed/21402722
2. Reverse cholinergic interneuron loss. Upregulate cholinergic system? How???
http://www.ncbi.nlm..../pubmed/7904833
3. Reverse Gaba downregulation. How???
4. Find alternative ways to decrease psychotic and anxiety symptoms. I was thinking of trying:
- neurofeedback (http://www.ncbi.nlm....pubmed/22715481)
- diet (funnily i have read success stories both about high carb-low fat and low carb-high fat ketogenic diets
- trauma-therapy (somatic experiencing, EMDR, etc).
I am scared of herbal remedies, because they hit the same receptors, so might have the same problems as regular meds.
5. Experiment with stem cell treatments in China... which is probably totally unhelpful (because they haven't figured out how to use it for psychosis yet) and very expensive. But - desperate.
All other ideas on how to reverse supersensitivity/rebound psychosis are welcome.
Thanks.