I see my doctor later today and need to know what to ask for. Please list any recommendations and even numerous if possible. I have tried most of the SSRIs btw but any discussion on which lead to the least negativity may be beneficial.
Some of my major problems are: very negative perspective, negative outlook of people, dislike of people, lot of cynicism, and low empathy. The times when i feel better that negativity fades away and I am able to feel more of my normal loving self but such periods are becoming more rare lately :(. I also have low Testosterone, Estrogen, and Cortisol. I tried Androgel but it usually makes me more negative and even hostile :(.
Other symptoms are: very low motivation, poor difficulty thinking/communicating, dissasociation and lack of connection to events around me, low expression, apathy, very poor interest, low pleasure, low energy, severe brain fog, slow reading and slow processing of information.
I plan to ask him about Vilazodone but we may not be able to get it here in Canada. Another is Lamictal since it had mood lift when I tried years ago but I felt stupid on it. Opaites like Tramadol have helped for loving thoughts + general interest, gabapentin sometimes does as well but usually during start up doses. Too much tolerance build up.
Edited by AlexCanada, 23 June 2017 - 05:06 AM.
