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#1 Johniebgr

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Posted 11 July 2017 - 01:42 PM


Hello guys,
Im 19 and ive been smoking pot the last 3 years almost everyday with small 15-day breaks 4-5 times a year. the last 8 months i have been smoking almost 2 grams everyday. Ive took 10 small doses of LSD over the last year (the first three in the same week), the last being more than 4 months ago. Tried MDMA 5 times over the last year last being 6 months ago. Crack twice but very small doses. And spice-like cannabis substitutes occasionally. i found out i also had been taking clopixol for 1 week without knowing one and a half year ago, combined with heavy cannabis use, alcohol, and too much caffeine. The last 6 months ive been feeling a little odd and this feeling keeps becoming stronger and stronger even though I have a 100% healthy lifestyle right now. 1 month ago i had my first panic attack caused by these sensations, followed by many more, and now im in a constant panic mode...(throat feels like closing in, air isnt enough, hyperventilation causes hands to go numb many times a day). I also have noticed my heart reate isnt stable, going noticeably up during inhalation and down during exhalation. My eyes are too sensitive to light, i feel lightheaded 24/7, i have painfully realistic nightmares where my teeth fall off, my brain is very slow (i used to be first in class at Math), my memory is too weak and  multitasking is impossible. I even fail at doing very simple things. I somehow think i can feel the inside of my body in an unsettling way (my throat and centre of the head most vividly), and even the smallest injury (bumping my knee on the table) makes me panic and feel as if something is not ok in my body. I have lost my urge to go out and socialize, and i cant eat as i used to because the feeling of my stomache being full panics me. I have quit everything 25 days now and just started taking a b12 vitamin pill once a day because i heard it helps at the reconstruction and healing of nerves but im not really sure if its true. i excercise a lot every day, and its the only thing that helps me feel better. Im not interested in taking any kind of medication and i want this to go away as naturally as possible (if possible). Can anyone here tell what has happened to me? And most importantly if it can just go away in some time..? :P Im losing precious time from my life and thats devastating me. Thank you guys!!

 


#2 sant2060

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Posted 11 July 2017 - 04:57 PM

Anxiety is a bitch :D
First of all, there is nothing seriously wrong with you. You are just anxious, probably overworked and overstressed. Nightmares with teeth falling out are very common for people afraid of what future brings...what is bothering you? Exams? Job? Girlfriend?

Your first panick attack didnt help the situation, because panic attack is very very very unpleasant experience. Feeling that you will die during the panic attack is probably the closest thing to the dread people feel while actually dying.

It is so unpleasant that now your brain is overly focused on phyisical sensations in your body, trying to protect you from 'dying'.

Not only it interprets every little sensation in your body as a urgent imminent super-treath, but it is soooo fcking busy with monitoring your sensation that it leaves very little room for rest of work it should be doing...thus creating you problems with 'slow brain', memory, multitasking etc.

In anxious state of that level it is perfectly normal that you became a bit depressed, lose Will to socialise, withdraw a bit.

But, just bear in mind that there is really really really nothing truly wrong with you...no matter what your brain says. I Will give you example...different hearth rates when inhaling and when exhaling are the most normal thing ever. You had them since you were born :D You just didnt notice.

So, how to fix this...first you should find out what is bothering you so much...why your teeth are failing out in your nightmares. And fix that problem. Brain doesnt like unfixed problems.

Second, relax. Meditate. Slow down. Listen to music. Do whatever relaxes you.

There are some small tricks that can bring anxiety down...breath in with your stomach counting to four, keep your breath counting to seven, exhale counting to eight.

Or my favourite one...look just with your eyeballs as high as possible, keeping your head straight, and breathing normaly. You should feel tension on your eyeballs muscles. After ten or so seconds, slowly bring back your eyes in normal position and close your eyes, at the same time taking a deeeeeep breath. Repeat several times.

There are some natural remedies people here had success with detaling with anxiety, search forums a bit.

In short, you are perfectly fine. Just really really anxious. Happens to best of us. And can be reversed. If it continues, dont torture yourself and find a proffesional help.

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