Well, you are at the lower end of normal levels. TRT is for life, will cause infertility, and you will be forever tied to your medicine and you can say goodbye to your testicles. I wouldn't do it. Your testicles are not shutdown but they will be once you start TRT. Your level went up over 10% between tests. I would be waiting and watching while looking for anything that might explain the lowish levels. Do you know what your baseline was before this?
Before supplementation? No idea. Like I said, thrown everything at the problem but I have no libido, I can’t put on muscle, etc etc. Having never felt “good” literally ever, I feel that I am running out of options. I’ve always felt as if I’m hiding a secret, I’m not a man, etc etc. I just want to reiterate-I’ve always felt something is “off”. No libido, no arousal, no competitive drive.
Why such a dim view of TRT? My understanding is that for those with frank hypogonadism which I’ve tested at, it can be hugely effective. Research I’ve done doesn’t conclude it makes you infertile etc, nor does it shutdown natural production if used sparingly (ie not aiming for bodybuilder levels).
Also, if those things are a concern, maybe try something like Clomid?