For the longest time i was excited about philosophy, which then turned into a neuroscience interest. Until a short while ago i was convinced that i was going to do a PHD in neuroscience and do research. However, after acquiring research experience, i am having huge doubts.
Firstly, i realized i am not as much curiosity driven as i am driven to solve problems such as disease, aging, and anything else that can be augmented or solved. Scientists that i was exposed to me seemed by and large to be wasting time. Most of the research seemed to me completely trivial. E.g they would study behavior of birds and i would just think to myself "do these peoples seriously give a damn about birds?" They seemed to genuinely care which i could never sympathize with. Another aspect of science that really annoyed me was a complete disregard for priorities and the best methods for finding solutions -- many seem to just sort of fish for an answer as if one cannot find a way to use something equivalent of blowing fish up so they would all float.
And of course i realized that getting a PHD would mean 8 + years of poverty and then slim chances of getting a job. So to cut to the chase, i think i belong in engineering and am contemplating about switching to computer science, and perhaps eventualy move to AI & computational neuroscience & neuroengineering.
Are these concerns legit? Or am i being bias? Any thoughts on the topic? Tips would be very helpful. Thanks!