ah i see.
feel is so subjective but i think i know what you mean. when i take modafinil i get the speedy effects of heightened motivation and desirability to do something, but only on the first time i ever took it and the first time after a break. any doses after that without a break only keeps me awake (which is the only thing i expected from it really, with everything else a side benefit). the term awake is very broad though and i can be awake all night yet excessively fatigued, where i wish i would have just gone to sleep instead. so i know what you mean by an 'awake body-sleepy mind' paradoxical.
thats curious about the theanine, the main reason i seeked out stims/eugeroics is because ive burned myself out on coffee that i absolutely cannot stand the jittery-ness anymore. especially since i need steady hands and such, but still pull those long hours.
anyways with the piracetam: check out these old threads i dug up earlier (i had just ate a ton of msg no thanks to PFChangs)
piracetam doseagepiracetam : getting all its benefits (a strange one that devolves rather quick)
I "feel" sulbutiamine way more then moda; it keeps me awake much better then moda.
do you think you could stay awake for consecutive days or sleep 4 out of 32 hours on sulbutiamine the way modafinil allows and still feel rather functional?
in the last quarter or so of the sunifiram thread after multiple people reported the shortened sleep, the sleep discussion started. rather than sleep 'consolidation' as was exuberantly exclaimed, it was speculated that instead it was robbing the consumers of a portion of their sleep pattern; either REM sleep or SWS i forgot which. either way that was enough for
me to put the brakes on it until i see more information. i wouldn't mind consolidation but replacement or censoring i do.