Allright, a little about myself since I'm new . I'm 21 years old and I've noticed pretty much since high school, once work started getting harder I was unable to focus and my attention span was very short. Stupid little things would always distract me etc, poor sleeping, tired most of the time etc etc. Well I managed to scrape through high school and graduated.
I have always been very smart with computers, I do a lot of custom system builds etc on my own time and enjoy it. I managed to get certified as a technician by CompTIA (A+ certified) but what bothered me the most about that it took me 5 months of studying because of stupid little concepts that I couldnt grasp even though I had a great deal of background knowledge over the years I've used computers.
knew it was time to get my *** in gear and get my other certifications done so I can start my career. So I got all my books etc, however I could never motivate myself to sitdown and actually start reading, and if I managed to I'd wander of in 5 min's either doing somthing else or I would read the book but wouldn't retain a thing, such frustration! I could even relate this type of thing back to elementary school were I would have to force my self and sitdown and read a book 4-5 times just to grasp a basic concept, defientely not right. I started to relate more and more to the past, trying to remeber how I was in junior high, and even before that and things kept poping up.Multi tasking for me was definetly a No no, I was always loosing things (I lost 4 sweaters in 3 months) and other then that I was just mad at myself trying to understand what was going on with me.
Now I always research things and I came to the conclution that it was a possibility that I might have ADHD, so I went to my doctor who then refered me to a shrink. He started asking a bunch of questions to test me etc. This was done about 3 months ago and I had roughly 90% of the symptons of ADHD. It blew my mind knowing if I would of got this looked at earlier in my life and paid attention to comments on my reports etc that I may have had this problem.
So I was then perscribed Ritilan at 2x20mg a day (which im on right now, I see my doc tomorrow for a new script) which has been working well for the most part, I see to be focused quite well, but still lacking motivation sometimes. More organized, gradually now getting out of debt instead of buying things on impulse etc, I've paid off one 1500 dollar credit card already! I find myself to really burn out after my 2nd dosage, I expect this though, however it's not good, since I'm up at 5am and usually cant sleep to 12am or 1, I should be in bed right now actually haha. I still want to keep using ritialn and hopefully my dosage will be the norm 3x20mg a day. I know it's working because my family, especially my brother always comments on how much better I've been lately overall.
Now, so far I have these bulk poweders:
Priaceterm
Choline Bitrate
Is there anything else that could help me out, am I wrong with these ones?
Another things, people may say ADHD or ADD isnt real, I don't really care what people think, all I know so far ritilan has helped me out a great deal. I watched Tom cruise talk about ritilan and how bad it was, I think he needs to get his head checked.