Hi everybody
i am 19 yrs old and have been progressively losing my emotion for now 6 month, of what i feel totally numb since three month. i believe i have anhedonia as i feel no pleasure and envy to do things and depersonalization as i feel disconnected from my body and my affect. i just really feel nothing all day and i doesn't have some effect of depersonalization as seeing in 2d or feeling like my body doesn't belong to me, but i do feel disconnected from it emotional speaking.I also have social trouble as i am starting to loose friend, i just feel very weird around my friends now, and stopped going to college. it all started with a panic attaque while on a family trip i did smoked weed for about 2 years but i don't think there is muchh link since it never made me feel depersonalized.
when i went at the hospital urgency following my panic attack they put me on abilify 10 mg which i have been for 6 month now but i'm gradually stopping it currently at 3 mg as it's not good for the emotional numb and my overall condition. at first they have largely misdiagnosed me ( as often with DP) and probably thought i was going schizo but time has now prove i'm not ( 1 good thing at least)
and i have started lamictal (lamotrigine) about 4 weeks and now am at 75 mg: might be seeing very subtle improvement but not sure the dose is still pretty low
i am curently seeking new way for treatment i have in mind TMS or tDCS
and oxytocin nasal spray as it seeks emotion, social ability and attachement
but my doc said he couldn't prescribe it to me it's only use for pregnant women
i don't know much about all the medication out there so i'll be glad to know if you guys have any advice/recommendation
thanks for reading