It is profoundly unwise to give up on a psychiatric drug after a single dose. Seroquel makes everyone tired the first time they take it. The effect wears off in time, usually no more than a month. Lithium is the gold standard for bipolar cycling and mania, but has little to no effect on major depression outside of very broad studies that correlate higher blood levels with reduced suicide risk. Seroquel is THE ONLY known drug to prevent cycling and address mania AND depression.
Lithium Oroate = snake oil.
Lithium Salicylate = Impossible to get, and I'm not even sure it's FDA approved. No studies I have read indicate it is effective for depression, nor was this a design goal.
Seroquel is a very effective drug, but like all drugs, requires time to work and for you to adapt to the side effects. It makes much more sense to try this drug for 3 months, then if you still have problems, switch to lithium and an SSRI.
Most people notice significant antidepressant effects in 2-4 weeks, which is superior to SSRIs.
Get stable on Seroquel, then consider other dietary/lifestyle changes. Please, for your own health and safety, ignore posters who throw together crazy dietary laundry lists. Your problem is not a lack of bananas.
I didn't give up on Seroquel yet, you may have missed my second post about it. I had just never experienced the side effects that I did on that first day. It was so bad I thought maybe I was having an allergic reaction or something was seriously off. Second day, almost nothing other than slight grogginess in the morning. It was bizarre to have such intense effects and then to just be fine.
One thing I would like to ask you though if you don't mind, sorry if this is long. Whenever I take medications one of two things happen, either it does nothing or it does something and then tapers off to nothing.
So like when I started the Lamictal. The dose increase from 100 to 150 had me feeling normal for the longest period I had experienced in about a year and a half. I went 3 weeks without being up or down or anything, just pretty normal. But as usual after that I started dipping and going off the deep end again. It progressively gets worse and worse until I feel like I'm back where I started and the medication is doing little or nothing.
So now I've been on the Seroquel since Feb 6th. After 3 days I went from 50mg to 100mg and I've been there since. From the second day on I increasingly felt slightly better and the depression and overall mood seemed to lift little by little until I started thinking I was feeling more normal than I had been in quite some time. I started feeling a bit more interested in things again.
As always when the medication helps I start thinking maybe this is it, this is the medication that is going to help me, finally. So today I slipped back and had my first turn back into depression. I could tell the second I woke up. My sleep schedule had not changed but I was more tired than normal, I had to sleep another hour. I got up and its the same old same old. No motivation, hopeless, suicidal thoughts, feeling like a failure, giving up, the standard turn into darkness.
Now I know the first thing you're going to say of course is give it time, and I will, and maybe it will work itself out. But this is what happens, every, single, time. It's the same pattern over and over.
My standard rapid cycling is: I have a day or two of very mild hypomania where I feel decent, it starts to turn and then I become agitated and angry, possibly like a mixed state. Then it turns more and I have 2-4 days of moderate to severe depression. Then maybe 1 or 2 days of something resembling normal. And it starts all over again. The stronger the hypomania the worse the depression is going to be. While I'm experiencing it I don't even feel good anymore because I know it's an illusion. I know I'm going to pay dearly and everything is about to change.
Is this normal? Is the medication just placebo? 90% of medications I take do nothing but some of them have. Lamictal, Cymbalta, and now Seroquel are the only ones I've noticed a difference on. I've probably taken 25 different medications in my life. 15 years ago when I was in my early 20's I tried a bunch and had the same exact experience. Lithium, Depakote did nothing. I took Lamictal, it seemed to help a bit and within 3-6 months I was right back where I started.
Is this a personality disorder? Is this something else? This is BPII? Whatever it is my brother has it, my father - his mother - and his brother.
It's scary this time because it has gotten so bad I'm afraid I'm not going to make it. When my dad was in his 40's he went slick out of his mind and basically destroyed our family with a series of insane decisions over a period of 6 months. I'm 37 now and wondering if I'm progressing to whatever breaking point he was at.
Sorry, that was really long but I would appreciate any insight. I'm going to see a psychiatrist in a couple weeks for an intake but my past experience with them has been I rattle on for an hour and they never have any answers other than "well let's try this medication".