Today I took my first doses of Oxiracetam, along with my usual regimen of Piracetam.
It was love at first taste. Sweet delicious powder, which made me think about using it for a sweetener in my oatmeal.
Better than the sweetness was the nice onset, perhaps a bit quicker than its lowlier cousin, or just seemingly so due to its stronger effects. Its effects improved upon the second and third doses (spaced four and three hours apart respectively).
As it was taken with saturation doses of piracetam - which I've been taking for 13 months now - I noted that the effects were above what any Piracetam dose could accomplish.
The effect was almost identical to piracetam except stronger: but colour saturation was not further enhanced. Sound was amazingly enhanced, to the point that it invaded my mind and became large inside my mindspace, so large and saturated and vibrant that it was just too much. Too much but yet not disturbing. The piece itself was an instrumental, yet very emotional work.
In the spirit of Albert Hofman, who synthesized LSD and rode his bicycle home on the world's first LSD trip, I make a point of riding my 10speed thru rushour traffic while megadosed with this new experimental drug. Megadoses means full teaspoon for the oxi.
So just as its really taking hold I'm at this super-busy intersection full of lanes full of cars in the late heat of afternoon with sun crashing down upon the ground like a yellow clown. Waiting on a red, I'm looking around at all these cars - cars whizzing by on the green lane in front, and the hordes of idlers on my own side and the other side of the intersection.
Being aware of both the dosing and how to be on the lookout for the effects of psycho-effecting drugs, I took a momentary pause as of necessity due to the red light and proceeded to watch the scene - and was promptly almost yanked into it. Now, a crowded intersection full of rush-hour traffic in the heat and the light of a summer's day can become intense by itself, but this was something else altogether.
Watching this scene, I realized post-fact that my mind was tracking and watching every single car, person, bicycle and everything else as an enormous number of discrete objects. All of me was watching all of them. Like having a compound eye (fly's eye) but not a visual compound eye so much as an interpretive, aware compound eye. That is the most perfect way to describe it. Parallel to parallel. I have never experienced this in my life.
Each part of the scene in space and the sounds and movements through time, all the tiniest objects and small details were each connected and observed by however many threads of awareness that I could manage, which was finite but a hell of a lot more than my usual. Think of it as a 'widening of the visual field', except it is actually a 'widening of the mindfield'. A real minefield for sure - at least initially.
This immense perception wasn't frightening or even disorienting. Just its enormity and the vast amount of processing were a bit intense. That it would, like some divine yet alien clockwork, hook my mind in an instant and fill it like a million unauthorized blossoms, so many guests, and so many strands of attention to be both cut and connected to the items, and yet paradoxically held together to maintain the singular unity of conventional awareness. That is the tension that caused the agitation. Being pulled between the two with their differing requirements, and the massive demands of that state were momentarily overwhelming.
It was too much, it was just way too much, but yet it was not too much to bear, so I bore it and waited that small yet seemingly infinite time, until the light changed.
By now that familiar grin - the grin of a druggie who has found his match in the perfect batch - had plastered itself upon my face. Just before the intersection the easy precision of riding and been overtaken by a new joy of perception. Something about the neatness and ease of thinking and acting inspired a transient euphoria. That wonderful feeling of being on top of the world, in
top shape, being Master of the Universe, the
Yes Moment. It was subtle but so nice, so egotistically spiritual, so perfectly fucking clean. Clean, like oxi-clean. Zero sides. Bleach for the brain to make it all new again.
Perhaps the only troubling thought in my head from then until now was the exorbitant cost of this miracle molecule. For the silly excuse of adding an oxygen, they charge 22 times more? Humanity needs this material... it is now time to volumize and mass-produce it to enlighten the masses. Decrease the markup and move way more volume. This molecule's time has come, it is a total miracle.
It's going to be time for me to get a custom big-batch synth done. This material should be added to the water supply, should be used to sweeten kid's drinks! Yes, calorie-free (no metabolism, remember?), super-brain-enhancing, totally safe, doesn't feed tooth-decay! No blood-sugar or prodiabetic activity! Not carcinogenic like other synthetic sweeteners!
Someone, please suggest a reason why this cannot be totally substituted for sweetener in beverages? It is a great compliment to both the taste-bud and the dendrite-bud {or should I say postsynaptic cleft?}.
Something I've never felt before, but which is just barely noticeable with this racetam: my BMR (body temperature) rises as it takes on effect, and physical activity is easier. When lifting heavy objects, opening doors, etc. they seem lighter. Traces of the effect which is expressed so much more strongly in Phenylpiracetam. And of course accompanying this a great sense of motivation.
I just wish I could eat 50g per day of this nice powder. It would make a great sugar substitute in morning oats, coffee, tea, etc. In fact for sweetening... oops! Business oppportunity!
Yes, unlike piracetam not only does it taste sweet, but could be added to a juice and sold by the bottle. One teaspoon per soda-can or juice-bottle size.
Oh and I did some more research and found that like Piracetam, Oxiracetam is excreted entirely unmetabolized.
Back to the experience. It is so amazing, even late at night I am just totally wide awake. Now remember I take no stimulants (no caffeine or chemical stimulants). Typing is super-easy and quick.
The power of this material is significantly greater than piracetam. Oxiracetam is also more potent. When I say its power is greater, I mean that it produces stronger effects at saturation level than piracetam could ever hope for alone.
My idea is to take them both together, in the most affordable ratio. Probably one 500g Piracetam / 150g Oxiracetam mixed together per month.
Edited by Isochroma, 22 August 2009 - 09:21 AM.