Hello all. This is a post to introduce myself, explain why I'm investigating nootropics and to give a run-down of the effects I've experienced in the last six days on Noopept.
I'm a musician. I earn money as a school teacher and used to live and work full-time in London. My partner and I realised that the earnings from teaching in London did not balance living expenses and we both felt like we wanted to get back to a similar situation as our childhoods - living closer to the countryside, taking more exercise etc. So we spent a lot of time and energy finding work and organising a move to a town in the north of England, which we did last August. Since then, I have worked part time and taken a LOT more exercise. However, the nature of my new place of work (more relaxed, older staff who I feel less connection with) combined with the additional free time surprisingly made me quite depressed. I've found I lack motivation and often wish to be in a different situation, which has in turn given me quite significant anxiety.
About a week ago I saw an article in The Guardian about modafinil and decided to investigate. From research on here and other websites, I decided to give a few things a shot and see which I preferred, or if there may be some suitable combinations. The first to arrive was Noopept, so I started on that on Wednesday. Here's a short diary of my experience since then:
Wednesday evening - 1x10mg Noopept oral
With no idea what effect it would have, I took the pill and headed off to a concert. Almost immediately started experiencing significant short term memory loss, slight euphoria, and a feeling of increased desire to socialise. This was further enhanced with an alcoholic drink, which made me feel almost giggly, far quicker than normal, and driving was quite dangerous (I will not repeat this!). Noopept didn't seem to have an effect on my aesthetic judgement - the concert was completely not to my taste and I left at the interval (I was there because my friend was playing - thankfully he was in the first half). Talking to my girlfriend after the concert was very interesting - when I was giving her my full attention I felt very connected and in love with her, however I couldn't half-participate at all, it was like I'd completely dropped out and she was quite surprised at how quickly I seemed to lose interest!
Thursday morning - 2x10mg Noopept oral (taken morning and evening from here on)
Similar effects (as expected). Short term memory impaired by about the same amount. Was a risk taking this as I had to teach students all day - I found that I often had no idea what was going to happen next, yet everything seemed to run smoothly. Definite increase in focus and productivity, and significantly reduced inner monologue. General good mood and a feeling of the anxiety being 'washed away'.
Thursday evening
Friends came round for supper. Felt pretty inventive and made some decent food, combining with alcohol didn't seem to have the same intense effect as previously. Short term memory impairment not as pronounced, although I did leave some pasta in the pan with the heat on and no water...!
Friday morning
Negative short term memory effect and feeling of euphoria definitely weakened, however anxiety and inner monologue are still almost completely absent.
Friday evening - 2x10mg Noopept + a lot of alcohol
Absolutely banging night. Extremely social feeling and energetic. Can barely remember a thing, though not an enormous amount of alcohol consumed.
Saturday
Not much to say about Saturday, lack of sleep meant that it was a bit of a wash out. Noopept didn't help with this at all.
Sunday
Quite creative feeling, composed some music for a video game project I'm working on. Felt focused and lack of self-judgement that impairs composition process usually. Similar effects on conversation with girlfriend - full attention feels great, absolutely impossible to hold conversation while attention on other matters. Quite intolerant of being interrupted while doing other things.
Today
Feeling of anxiety in morning about significant work event this week, as well as return of feelings of social alienation having moved away from London. Noopept washes them away and I feel motivated to write this post.
Conclusions so far
Initial effects: slight euphoria, significant short term memory loss (though only when I am not fully concentrating), loss of anxiety, increased desire to socialise (if not competence at doing so!). Also some mildly psychedelic effects, possibly a result of the impaired memory (feeling of 'surprise' at certain things).
After a few days: Euphoric and memory effects have become weaker so I assume there is a build up of tolerance there. 'Anxiolytic', positive social effect, lack of internal monologue (self-criticising or otherwise) and increased ability to focus all still present.
I'm definitely going to continue with this. I had not intended for it to help anxiety at all, but this has been a major benefit and such a relief after some difficult months. The memory effects don't worry me as they are definitely becoming weaker. I'll be interested to see how these things continue and if I begin experiencing any negative effects later in the month.
Edit - Just seen reports of adverse sexual health effects - absolutely no sign of that so far.
Edited by snazzhands, 13 May 2013 - 09:31 AM.














