I've been playing with Memantine for years now and it's hard describing what it does for me. Recently, I've taken up a sport - cycling, it doesn't hurt my back.
But still, I have a hard time doing sports. As I start exercise, if it is anything hard (like going uphill) I start getting lightheaded, completely losing my breath that it almost pains me, tunnel vision, weakness in mind and body and I simply have to give in to the overwhelming feeling. This makes exercise very poor, exhausting and I feel like I'm not really accomplishing anything. Forcing myself regularly doesn't seem to help this situation, it doesn't get better. People tell me it's because I need to get in shape, but I just can't seem to do that - get in shape. The only half-way out of this is to exercise for a long time, at least an hour. After about 45 minutes to an hour I seem to "get used" to exercise more and this seems to help will throbing tunnel vision and lack of breath. But, at 45 minutes, my body is already drained enough and while I can produce burst of energy without becoming disabled aftewards, it is a "tired energy". At that point my performance is comparable to that of other people after 45 minutes, but up until that point I lose my breath too easily.
Other than that, I can hardly feel physical exercise to be satisfying in any means and I often have a bad time after it, I feel exhausted, drained, mentally fatigued, I don't feel I've done good to myself.
I'm 33 years old now.
Now, Memantine steps in. One pill. Even without exercise I've noticed Memantine drastically decreases tunnel vision or increases peripheral vision. But the magical thing for me is - it does this during exercise. Taking 1 pill of memantine before exercise made my performance on a bike uphill similar or even better than that of my friend. Compared to performance without memantine - I'd say I could push at least 50 or 100 times (im not kidding) more harder before I'd overexert myself. It's not the same kind of overexertion, with memantine, I'd stop when the pain in the muscles gets too strong. Without memantine, I'd simply feel overwhelmed throught the body and mind, a complete lack of breath and energy and my head would feel like it wants to explode from blood pressure and tunnel vision throbing. Without memantine, I'd get overwhelmed after like 20-30 meters of steep uphill, with memantine I could power on for 10-15 minutes.
Without memeantine my muscles feel depressed and drained. With memantine my muscles feel ready. During exercise with memantine I can feel the vigour in my muscles, I can get satisfaction from pushing them, reaching my goal. I keep peripheral vision (important for downhill) during the whole time, my head is relatively clear, I can react to incoming objects and so on.
The difference is night and day. Memantine does produce a certain muscle power increasing effect - hypertonia is listed as a sideeffect and I believe this is what allows me to use my muscles in spite of some inherent CNS-weakness. I've seen people say that its cholinergic effect is known to "crush" muscles (it does worsen my anal hemoroid clench if I take it regularly). Memantine is also neuroprotective for low oxygen states and against glutamate storms (which may be induced by lack of oxygen?) and this might be what's keeping the "tunnel vision" at bay.
Anyway, memantine allows me to sustain and most importanly REALLY enjoy physical exercise. My muscles don't feel sore the next day, maybe a little weak, which is normal, day two I'm fully ready, so there's no damage being done to anything, I've done this too many times already.
At this point I'm taking memantine only before exercise as I've noticed it worsens my hemorhoids.
It might be noted that I've had sever asthma in childhood which I've somehow "outgrown" during puberty. I've not had asthma attacks since in spite of smoking or being exposed to the same allergens from childhood (in whatever amounts). As child I've had regular bouts of blood coughing asthma attacks that would persist for weeks. They would be induced by allergens (feathers, dust) or simply exercise(worst in cold air).
I do not believe one "outgrows" such a condition but that the body finds some way to compensate. Whatever it is, it has symptoms of its own.
I'm kinda guessing that a part of the compensation mechanism is an "aversion to exercise response" and my idea is that Memantine seems to override it.
Interestingly enough, Memantine has shown significant success in treatment of fibromyalgia, I think 2 studies now show this. Also, I have a genetic predisposition towards dementia and alzheimers which is often considered a form of diabetes. Tunnel vision on the other hand could be a symptom of low blood sugar (at least in the brain).
I'm not sure what to make of this. I'm happy I found a way to feel vigour in my muscles and to enjoy motion and sports and not feel horrible afterwards (but infact want more).
I've claimed many times - being into sports is as much a symptom of health as it is a cause of health. When I take my memantine, I want to do sports I feel vigour in my muscles, I feel satisfaction from "physical succeeding/work". Without memantine, I could force myself for months and still would not get anywhere, I still couldn't produce 1 minute of good "true power" performance that I can produce now simply by taking memantine.
So, any thoughts? Anyone have similar issues?
Edited by addx, 05 May 2015 - 08:53 AM.