"I plan to refund everyone but currently that's difficould as I need to order my stims as im refused getting them here atm."
It's hard for people to take you seriously with comments like this.
Well i can refund someone 20 pounds atm, whatever i can miss i will give back, the first one after this post that i own money will get it, shortly i will have more acces to funds, but atleast ill be showing i do what i can, even if i start small, its doing something atleast im not promosing i can pay back the money fast but i should be able to pay 50 pound at a time soon.
I have acces to 4 fluoromethylphenidate pellets now, which means i have more funds left if i take it in therapeutic doses.
You should probably pay people back before buying more stims
That simply isnt possible due to severity of my depression, its like brain torture, i recognize it as depression now tough as before my toughts and emotions seemed disconnected so i wasnt depressed, shizo really fucks with your emotions.
If anyone thinks it possible for me to stop stims then they dont know the severity of my anhedonia, i would never have been in any situation like this if i could function without stims like before i triggered shizophrenia (test cycle and diff factors on top, prob allways developped it tough as i had the genes, my mum is bipolar.
Edited by medievil, 23 December 2015 - 04:49 PM.