th3hegem0n says:
.... what the hell are you talking about?
i will entertain your profound one liner of wonder by reiterating and elaborating on what i did say in the original post of mine.
it seems your reaction suggests outright denial? well i seen it, and quite possibly no one else has. i did state that:
everything really is perception; the quantum. everything stems from perception.
...and then i explained how i the "traveler" experienced it. if the reader would pay attn and notice the happenings of the experience described in literary, then the reader would notice that when i was appearing on this (what i can only describe as) "other side" or target destination of teleportation, which in real life was about 150-200 miles away (SLC, UT to Ogden, Utah) i experienced the working "field" of quantum as it happened.
ok here is a more descriptive quality explanation: i was laying on a couch in SLC, Utah, awake not dreaming, not high on dope or any other rational explanation. i was going through quite some distortion quality moments in my life and was sort of meditating on pure oblivion at the time, feeling lost and confused. i could quite say that i was alive-dead, just careless and unfocused. well, as i was lying there, i was thinking about the band i was affiliated with, which was the only positive thing in my life at that time. i was just lying there thinking and pondering. throughout all my chaotic life, i was focusing on the only positive thing in my life; my band. as i was doing this, thinking of my bandmates faces, and environment, etc. i started to actually see it. then i started to feel it, come to find that i started to actually appear on my bass players couch in Ogden, Utah, in the same position that i was lying in in SLC, with my friends sitting in the room with me. the reader of this story thus far might suggest it was all internal mentality/delusion, but i beg to differ. the air that i started to breath was different, it was penetrating my awareness; i knew exactly what was happening, i was tele'n to there. [ok, now this is where the science of quantum was defined and experienced] as it started to happen and manifest, i started freaking out like "holy crapoli! i am teleportin'!!!". i immediatly wanted to jump up from the couch (in Ogden) and express to all my friends this new "pioneering breakthrough in science and humanity" that i just accomplished. as this ego trip started to saturate, the movement seized. it seems that i discompleted the transaction by actually living a lie. it was a lie to express such feelings of ego because if i truly were doing this act, then it would of been an alien mannerism to jump up from that couch in Ogden and say to the room that i am such a great individual, because as i experienced it, i was "already there". it was more like a shift. it seems that my potential reaction would of caused an unreal reaction that was alien to the environment i was tele'n to. i know this is truth because i intuitively felt their response. it was like, "oh really?, well thats funny because you have been here for a while." [so in other words, the perception of the censensus (including my own; i was not loyal to the inner journey itself) did not match up, equate, or harmonize, therefore the tele was not official]
sometimes when somebody does something great, it is the self proclamation of that greatness from that individual that ruins the greatness. also, who of greatness regularly states how great they are? i dunno. i am not trying to prove anything to anyone reading this, but i did experience it and it was real. quantum physics suggests perception and alternate realities. i lived it, and i cannot prove it to anyone. it is this notion to "want" to prove something to another human that totally defiles the entire nature of the act itself. it is a journey for the soul, the individual. to want "credit" or "recognition" is an egotistical attention starved sellout frame of mind/soul. lol, i actually teleported, and given if i succeeded to finish the act, i might now be some kind of time-traveler-beam-me-up-scotty, that has learned to just enjoy it and keep his mouth shut....but instead, on my initiative journey, i messed it up, because of my egotistical notion to want "credit" for what i have done. $$$ = is the root of all ...er, most destruction; a slaughtered cow ends up being a 99cent whopper right? we ignore our fellow earthlings that do know magical stuff, right now, in the present, here on earth. but what do humans do? we kill them, the ones that can do supernatural things, and then search our pc's for how to levitate, or shapeshift, or predict earthquakes, etc etc., the things they knew how to do. humans disgust me in general, thats why i changed.