If you want some background, read this, otherwise skip down, lol.
For much of my life, I can remember always delving into my own little world of fantasy pretty much any time I was on my own or bored. e.g. Trying to fall asleep, in the shower, on the bus, etc.
While I'm sure most people can relate to something similar, I went that bit further in that I *looked forward* to these periods. Now when I say I looked forward to it, and went a bit further, I mean A LOT further. It wouldn't be unusual for me to go out of my way, and spend sometimes *hours* just sitting there in my own little fantasy world staring blankly at nothing. Now it wasn't that bad, in that I was still quite productive at life in general, and I'd always pull myself back out after a while due to "wasting time", but it was still a huge addictive time sink none the less.
When I talk about fantasy, I don't mean anything sexually orientated - they were always just huge long, detailed and intricate stories, from "cool" scifi to strange medieval fantasy with me usually as the protagonist (but not always). These were *extremely* deep and realistic - in many cases I would experience strong physiological symptoms; fear, love, hate, etc, and sometimes even pain if I was in it deeply enough. There were even occasions I would forgot it was a fantasy and bring it up in conversation, or try to do it as if it were real - quite embarrassing sometimes, lol.
I'm pretty sure it's not normal to experience physical pain while in a fantasy, and to have it occasional confused with the real would, but I loved my fantasy worlds - they relieved my boredom, so I didn't care (and I couldn't be bothered getting checked out - side question, does this sort of "condition" have a name?).
TLDR:
So now I've been taking Pramiracetam (400mg) & Alpha GPC (300mg) (Synaptine Ultra from Cerebral Health) for approaching now 2.5 months, and slowly but surely I've noticed I had an increasingly lessened tendency to delve into these worlds - in fact I found it *harder* to do so (and remain within them). As of now, I can't even remember the last time I really did it... It feels like it has been weeks. (I am also taking Bacopa, but I really doubt that would be the cause of it).
Is this normal?
Has anyone else experienced similar effects?
It's probably for the better (less wasted time), but I feel like I've lost a special part of me and can't help but feel depressed by it... I "miss" it if you will...