Hi i'd like to apologise for for the poor spelling and grammar in advance. About ten years ago my mother started having short term memory problems. At the time i didnt really think much of it but was deluded enough to think that it was so sort of immune response to her 18 amalgam fillings. I suggested that maybe she should have them replaced and over the next five years she did. About five years ago her memory was still in decline and she had a new symptom of occasionally slurring her words, she started taking some fish oil capsules and booked a doctors appointment. She was referred to a neurologist who asked her a few questions to test her memory and ordered an MRI. Her memory test (if it can be called that when it consisted asking her to remember three words) didn't go very well as she couldn't remember a single word but was advised by the doctor that it wasn't really a problem as shes probably just stressed. When the MRI came back it showed high activity in the left hippocampus. She was told that this wasn't a problem, that she was fine and on hearing this she stopped talking about her memory problems and insisted that there wasnt anything wrong with her. Two years ago her memory was still deteriorating but at what seemed a slower pace yet her speech problem was much worse with her slurring in nearly every sentence. I tried to get her to book another appointment with a doctor but she has refused to insisting she is fine. after a few months i gave in and just asked if she could possibly start taking citicoline, she agreed and over about two months there was a dramatic improvement in her memory and she completely stopped slurring. I was over the moon at this yet had a nagging feeling that i was just covering up her symptoms of an underlying disease. About twelve months ago she started slurring her words again, then out of the blue three months ago it changed to her not being able to speak fluently and would get stuck on words in every sentence like her brain couldn't cope with the pace needed for speech.
I dont know what to do at this point and cant Imagen living in a word without her to the point i feel suicidal. I realise that there isnt that much i can really do but any advice would be greatly appreciated.