I read your post and I see enough similarities to write to you.
I too am bp2. I have spent many years finding out what works for me. Please be aware that although the similarities in what works for us is significant that you might have very different reactions to things. I am 58 years old so I suspect I might have had to live with this for longer than you have been alive so take advantage of what I have learned so that your path might be easier.
Lamictal. As I have previously posted at his site it was a wonder drug for me. It made me as calm as possible and gave me a photographic memory. I have not found anyone else who had the same response. some people find it terrible. I am also allergic to it and much to my dismay absolutely cannot take the drug. Currently there is no other drug like it. I was prescribed it because it was one of the few drugs that work exclusivly on on the depressive side of bp.
Look up URIDINE. I recently started taking 25 mg of it at night along with taking 4 gms of fish oil a day. (Fish oil has been shown to have a calming effect for those with bp. IT works ,. IT is thought that at least part of its action is due to it reducing inflammation. I also take about 3/8 tps of choline chloride with it. The idea here is to try to replicate some decent results obtained using a uridne variation by a company called Repligen.
Since I have started taking it I suffer less mood swings and depression. In googling uridine in the shopping area I found it for about 20 dollars for 60 25mg caps. It is not found at the large online vitamin sellers. Google it to review studies done with it.
I take 4 caps of barcopa full spectrum version Swansons.com a day. It does improve memory.
I take 50 mg of modafinal a day. This really ups my concentration. The only speed type drug for adhd that was effective for me was Concerta. It is vastly overpriced being ritalin. What make s it better is that he company that makes it utilizes a very effective slow release system that prevents the up and down type results that I found with ritalin.
Another thing that is worth trying is l tyrosine. Take it on an EMPTY stomach. If taken with food it is inneffective. It raises dopamine. I really like taking it with l theanine, which is the calming component in tea. I take a couple of caps of this with the tyrosine and coffee and It negates some of the jitteiness that coffee might bring while retaining its other effects.
I take the precription drug Deplin which is l methylfolate. It helps a lot. If you get a prescription for it get the docotr to prescride the 15mg tabs. You break them in half and will save 50% versus the single 7.5 mg pills. This is due to Glaxo shafting consumers while having a uniform per pill price. Which really meant that they would get more for the most prescribed version.
You might also try NAC n acetyl cysteine. This sulphur comound also has been found to work on bp depression. It can be felt it about 30 minutes. All of its side effects are good.
Try ordering some magesium citrate. It too has a calming effect. I take 2x tabs a day obtained from Swansons. In excess it will cause loose bowels. If that happens back off a bit. Most of us do not get enough in our diets.
I take 500mg of Black Cohosh a day. It is used in chinese medicine for epilepsy. An interesting side effect is that at least for me it reduces neurological discomfort which is due to herniated disks in my neck which was caused by an auto accident. This and most of the other substances I get from Swansons.com. They have proven to be reputable with competitive prices. Do not get put off by the fact that it is often used by premenopausal women. I found taking smaller does was not effective.
Drink a lot of water. Dehydration causes a lot of subtle malfunctions.
Exercise regularly. The benefits are profound bp or not. This and the water are just common sense type things.
Learn to meditate. This is easier to say than to do. When I do it I fell better and others have noticed the effects. Learning to make your head silent takes a lot of training. I take the zen approach, it works and is not saddled with a lot of religious hokus pocus , so even if you practice some other religion or not you should not find a conflict in it.
I do smoke cannabis (which I bred for my own mental needs.) Make of it what you will. It will not help you study. When I engage in visual arts activities I find it useful. but it hinders writing.
I tried Sam e but I found it made me anxious. Others find it useful. Be careful with amphetamines/Ritalin they are addictive and can be destructive,
Learn to mentally monitor your moods and reactions. Look at what you are doing and saying as a habit lets say every 10 minutes. If you find yourself being argumentaive, angry, offensive to others or overtalkitive. Push yourself to do the opposite. I know I can get carried away when too emotional and gaining that self awareness and discipline will lead to you being in charge rather than having some unwanted state of the brain holding sway.
I hope that this will help you find what works for you. I went decades being misdiagnosed and then it took years to learn what works for me.
edit: MOD plz move this to supplements
I am in a dilemma. In the past, I had many symptoms of BPII including racing thoughts, mood swings, fatigue and severe disorganization of thoughts which resulted in learning disabilities. My mood never reached mania though and I was always in control of my habits. I've eliminated most issues 9 months into my supplement regiment which consisted initially of methylfolate, P-5-P, methylcobalamin.
After, I included vitamin D for a month then ceased.
I then added sam-e.
Zinc was then added after sam-e was removed after it reached its peak benfits.
Currently I only take Zinc, ashwagandha, and bacopa. The other B vitamins were removed because there were no more benefits.
I no longer feel mood swings, racing thoughts and irritability. I do however have issues remembering things still, and mood could use some work. When socializing, I feel like I dont have much to say and no real incentive talk either. My inattention is also an issue still. The psychiatrist said he won't think about treating my ADD issues until he first addresses my BPII, but I told him what's the point if I dont exhibit any symptoms, except pressured speech, which only occurs when discussing this kind of topic. Once I start treatment, I'll be taking lamictal, but I'm hesitant to try it due to long term side effects. The only positive function of this drug I feel would benefit me is its mood enhancing effects. I have no idea how this will help my learning ability like focalin.
I'm trying to decide if I should just try to get some dex from my mom's friend and try it out. I'm getting fed up of ignorant psychiatrists. He didnt even know what modafinil, nuvigil or memantine was. Should I go this route instead, or should I trial lamictal? I'm starting my summer session and I cant afford the side effects to fuck me.
Edited by alexd, 24 June 2010 - 03:34 PM.