Hi,
I finish school in 3months, and i have been working since January, so i am basically exhausted. The next 3 months are the most important and require the most work, but for the last week i have done absolultely nothing. I got prescribed ritalin LA a few weeks ago and it didn't help THAT much (it used to work increidble well when i took it randomly, but it improved my mood for the day, except the next time i took it, it did next to nothing. I also take modafinil most days (50mg-150mg, but never more then 200 with vitamin B, NALT and fishoil) to help with my exhaustion (on/off for months), and that certainly helps but it's not exactly improving motivation to work that much (i have huge plans for the future that i am motivated to work for but just can't), helps energy as without i am a zombie basically.. and i am extremely down and wanting to just crawl up and 'die', though i know i could never i just feel like i want to really badly for the last little while..
these feelings of death are making me also sit up every single night late wasting time more than usual (the night before last i didnt even get into bed because i wanted to impair my thoughts for a day, and of course it helps relieve some of it).
when i do sleep it makes no difference though as i've had chronic insominia my entire life, it just makes me able to think more, which is not good (N).
So i really badly need something to help me for the short term 3 months, and something to act fast that will alleviate this 'depression' improving motivation and hopefully energy..
I have tried:
- Piracetam
- Aniracetam
- NALT/Tyrosine
- SAM-e
+ a few other things like ALCAR, but none of these do any of the above, and some even make me exhausted and sleepy like aniracetam and ALCAR. So none of these I want to use.
Please suggestions for me + doses information + any other advice!
Thank you guys so much, this will actually save me, and then i will get healthy again afterwards.
<3
Edit; i just did some research and people have been talking up about 5-HTP for a short-term relief, does this suit my situation? other suggestions are still awesome:) Go wild with them as i dont have much time to find something that works..
Edited by Rain, 17 August 2010 - 04:38 PM.