Been taking 150mg SR for 5 days now for mild depression and a weird case of social anxiety (basically, new situations scare the hell out of me so I never try whereas I can dominate a whole class room without any thought to it) and overall overly high anxiety (the effect of which is hard to describe).
While it's too early to say if its Placebo (the immediacy makes me think it is), the effects have been impressive. Base line anxiety totally gone - same for my usually high levels of worry (which rationally is largely unwarranted), giving way to a devil shall care attitude (is that part of beginning hypomania?). Good mood all around (slight smile comes natural, which is totally untypical for me), increasing sex drive and presumably higher energy (that one is bit hard to figure out, see below). Dance music makes me want to dance which is very untypical for me, desire for alcohol has gone down (especially for spirits, the two single malts on my desk have no allure at all, but also for beer to some degree) and the thought of smoking seems pretty weird (but in any case, I only ever smoked socially before). Eye contact - which I am usually pretty bad at - seemingly become easier.
So far mild side effects (slightly dry mouth but nothing gum or bonbons cant fix). Appetite seems to have down some (but the food around here is not too good either way) and I need to remind myself to drink water regularly (usually I drink 3l a day totally unconsciously, I still do that, but needs some conscious choices). My head occasionally feels a bit weird but I hope its more of a weak virus infection as two days in my throat felt sore and I was extremely tired for two days, better again. For that reason, I have been going to bed early and popped 3mg Melatonin to get to sleep quickly.
If things continue like this and maybe my social anxiety gets reduced a little more and I become more pro active with regard to my social life (especially with regards to girls) this is very much worth it.
Edited by nupi, 20 May 2011 - 11:52 AM.