I am 55% introvert, 45% extrovert.
I am a very social person, and have noticed that my social skills are variable. Sometimes I'm just completely on point: witty, fun, charming - all my interactions run perfectly. Other times I become very quiet, or find it harder to interact so well.
Brainwise I'm very balanced between left and right brain activities. I have a very IQ and high EQ too. It feels as though sometimes different parts of my brain are active - if it's the hardcore intellectual/analytical part I can be very intense, and at these times I find it harder to be my best social self. In this state, my mind works rapidly, but I find it hard to fluidly and eloquently express myself in a way that others can relate to.
Othertimes, there is a different part at work, in which I'm able to quickly 'free associate' and rapidly think up puns, comebacks, jokes and I'm very socially on point and fun and energizing to be around. In this state, I find it very easy to fluidly and eloquently express myself so as others can relate.
I usually find alcohol, marijuana or cocaine helpful in stimulating me to be more outgoing and fun, bringing out the better side of my personality.
Can anyone reccomend any supplements or other products which have worked for them?