Generic vs. specific fear.Dear Malch:
If it is any consolation to you, I think I had also what you went through.
(snip) ...FEAR in me that makes me lean toward believing, even if I have my doubts.
(snip) ...fears instilled in me since childhood.
What do you think? And is there a possibility that we've already made first contact, but it has been covered it up because of the effects it would have on religion?
Think about it, we are never liberated from fear, because it is a physiological thing, like sex and hunger.
But for objects of fear or to be frightened about, we can train ourselves to at least not give in to the sensation of fear.
Fears instilled by religious people on us, and that is exactly how we host a lot of fear objects, namely, from religious people whom we unknowingly give in to, a lot of them we should train ourselves to dissimulate, that is, not give attention to, like temptations to theft, unkindness, lust, and the less social emotions like anger, envy, hatred, arrogance.
For once when we allow them, the religious people, to infect our minds with fear of the things they want us to be scared about and of and with, then we have already succumbed to their control.
In many cases, they themselves don't know that they are into the manipulation of fear in order to gain control over unthinking people or people who have made a decision to not think, at least in certain areas of life, but in fact they are into control of others by the instrumentality of fear.
About witnessing extra-terrestrial intelligent beings during your lifetime, have you considered that they might also cause fear in you?
Of course they could also be benign intelligent being with the utmost of humanistic, altruistic, and pacifistic intentions, that's what you want to imagine, in order to replace the hostile God of the Bible.
Tell you what, if God as of now in man's mind is not so humanistic, and altruistic, and pacifistic, then since man conceives of his own God, then you draft your own kind of God, and live by that God.
What do you say? I invite you to contribute to my thread on "Think of a Finite God", where I am also going into the drafting of a new God, which I had mentioned time and again in my posts.
Susma