Hi guys, newbie here- I've been diagnosed with ADHD-PI and mild dyspraxia (although I'm a really atypical case of a dyrpaxic and psychs would probably argue over whether I fit the criteria or not). I have a 46 point discrepancy between my processing speed and verbal comprehension index (for anyone here who might be familiar with the WAIS). I think the best way to describe my problem would be huge problems with executive function in all areas of my life, including things I'm interested in. "Paying attention" (classic stereotype difficulty with ADHD) actually has very little to do with it- I can and do diligently pay attention- but something gets scrambled in my brain and I continually make mistakes in tasks even though I'm very interested, paying attention and concentrating and always trying to figure out ways to remember. I have to concentrate very hard to do something I've done a million times before, not that I don't know how to do it, but it's like my brain keeps misfiring. I'm very slow at processing information and it appears like I 'lack' common sense. People have to explain something really specifically to me... or I don't get it. It takes a lot of effort to do everyday tasks without messing up.... with a lot of effort, I might make it through a day or two fine... and then I crash, badly.
and as for self-structured tasks... forget it. I need a *lot* of external structure and am practically unable to function without it (and yes, I have tried lists and organizer apps and checklists, routines, timers, reminders...). I get severe problems with 'task paralysis' when left to my own devices- it's liek the computer that is my brain 'hangs' and freezes because it can't fluidly figure out how to start. I have to fight really hard to get a simple self-directed task done- even if it's a hobby. It's really very, very tiring.
The thing is while I've had the classic problems with organization and working memory all my life, it's gotten much, much worse over the last 8 years, so much so I've wondered if there's soemthing more sinister going on than 'just' ADHD-PI.
Anyway, I've tried everything else- alternative therapies,all sorts of organizational strategies... the alternative therapies help with my energy levels, but I'm still really strugging. As a last ditch attempt I tried stimulants... but I'm really sensitive to meds, and had horrible side effects even after cutting the tablet in half.
I've been put on piracetam (Nootropil), and I see some subtle improvements... but I would love any suggestions on what else (non stimulant) might help (I'm already on fish oils).