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[medievil]

Interesting, 400mg of amisulpride abolishes stim anxiety and mania better then benzo's. Def a keeper that one.

[medievil]

I wont overdose on the desoxy today lol, just took 10mg will see how it goes.

[medievil]

As of tomorrow im gonna leave most of my supplements out and slowly add them back in again to know what helps and weed out things that potentially have negative effects.
Tomorrow ill just take curcumin with desoxypipradol and see how that goes, then one by one add everything back in.
not sure wheter id need anything for anxiety caused by desoxy, if so ill readd xanax for now.

[medievil]

I also stopped desoxy as it made me act stupid and didnt seem very therapeutic, doesnt help anhedonia etc at low doses and makes ma act manic in high doses. Didnt like MDPV either as that seemed too euphoric instead of therapeutic so im back looking for a better suitable stimulant.

[medievil]

Ive been off stims for a week and just received 3FA wich im trying now, so far im quite impressed ill see how it goes.

[hadora]

i don't understand you medievil, if you are prodromal why are you using stimulants ? you are not afraid of triggering permanent schizophrenia ?

[medievil]

Stimulants are the only thing that truly work for my negatives, also they are very effective in shizo with a ap (shire is doing trials) no as i seemed to even have completely reversed my progression to shizo, atleast in some ways i still have issues like i sometimes experience a feeling of anxiety or akwardness to start posting on fora, on of the symptions i slowly started getting the year i was slowly getting worse, most things have completely reversed tough and i dont even get paranoid on stimulants anymore.

The key for me are supplements that target the glutamate issues in shizo, and things that work well for myelination etc so the progression slowly gets reversed, also things like fish oil have been shown to dramatically reduce the risk of developping shizo from predromal.

Stimulants are the only thing that help my sa and anhedonia, it would be stupid too to stay feeling like shit.

[hadora]

Stimulants are the only thing that truly work for my negatives, also they are very effective in shizo with a ap (shire is doing trials) no as i seemed to even have completely reversed my progression to shizo, atleast in some ways i still have issues like i sometimes experience a feeling of anxiety or akwardness to start posting on fora, on of the symptions i slowly started getting the year i was slowly getting worse, most things have completely reversed tough and i dont even get paranoid on stimulants anymore.

The key for me are supplements that target the glutamate issues in shizo, and things that work well for myelination etc so the progression slowly gets reversed, also things like fish oil have been shown to dramatically reduce the risk of developping shizo from predromal.

Stimulants are the only thing that help my sa and anhedonia, it would be stupid too to stay feeling like shit.

ok i understand now

what regimen did you use to reverse your progression ?

[medievil]

Chronic social exposure (massively important)
Lmethylfolate
Pregnenolone

Where i beleive the most important things, ive been switching around my stack quite a bit tough and it did take a while, its been 9 months now.

Preg is a sigma agonist and those reverse neuroplasticity in rodent shizo pcp models.

[hadora]

Chronic social exposure (massively important)
Lmethylfolate
Pregnenolone

Where i beleive the most important things, ive been switching around my stack quite a bit tough and it did take a while, its been 9 months now.

Preg is a sigma agonist and those reverse neuroplasticity in rodent shizo pcp models.

what are the dose you used?

what do/did you use for cognitive impairment (if you had any)

thanks

[medievil]

Cognitive impairment slowly reversed, glutamate agonists generally work well, stimulants used to make me retarded but not anymore while helping other domains of cognition.

30mg mfolate and 100mg preg time released.

[medievil]

Id have to say 3FA is the best functional stim ive tried, little euphoria but gives a nice up and go kick and abolishes my SA and anhedonia, its very simular to 3FMC but stronger and longer lasting.

Apperantly its supposed to be good with mpa in doses of like 15mg of both, they do seem to mix well ill give that a try properly later on.

Edited by medievil, 04 September 2012 - 05:31 PM.

[medievil]

Ive got a sample of pentedrone here too wich ill try one of the days.

So far my favorite things for therapeutic use of the rc's are AMT, 3FA and MPA, i also think they all have something unique and probably would combine really well, MPA with 3FA pans out allright, 3FA gives a functional side and MPA adds a social kick.
Ill order some amt one of the days and experiment with that in small doses eventually added to low dose of another stim.

[medievil]

I tried pentedrone but it doesnt do much in low oral doses, in higher doses (around 50mg snorted) its more recreational rather then functional. I do quite like it tough, good for a mild recreational buz.

[jadamgo]

How'd the amisulpride work out?

[medievil]

It didnt seem to help but i may not have given it enough time, i stopped it as it made me half impotent tough and im also worried about the prolactin, ill retry it in combo with ropinirole as that would block the prolactin increase and the added D4 agonism should help my ADHD.

I retried desoxypipradol today and it seemed helpfull in combo with phenibut, seems like phenibut allows it to work while blocking the anxiety it can cause, still not that impressed with it tough

[jadamgo]

IME, phenibut has tolerance issues that I know of no way around -- even low doses taken very infrequently seem to cause tolerance. No withdrawal, but certainly a lessening of effectiveness over time. But if that's not your experience, more power to you. I wish I could take phenibut whenever I felt like it!

[medievil]

Well i did get a bit tolerant to it but it stays effective with stimulants, atleast the effects i want from it on its own it barely helps me, just anxiety and anhedonia a bit. Been taking it pretty much daily for the last months.

[medievil]

Im a fan of desoxypipradol, it doesnt cause a real high but abolishes my sa and anhedonia, also its long lasting and dont really get a feeling of it wearing off combined with craving for more. 10mg 3 times a day seems perfect for me.

[noema]

Quit porn & fapping for ED, try, if possible, to go "sober" for 30 days with a very very very very basic stack, fish oil, b-complex, d3, meditation, and sleep. Will fix your ED in 30 days.

[medievil]

Quit porn & fapping for ED, try, if possible, to go "sober" for 30 days with a very very very very basic stack, fish oil, b-complex, d3, meditation, and sleep. Will fix your ED in 30 days.

I barely fap at all, also done that kinda thing for months many times before and it def doesnt help at all, apart from the meditation tough. no stims does fix erection issues but not PE at all.

Edited by medievil, 15 September 2012 - 10:55 AM.

[medievil]

Been trying AMT again, very pleased with the results but id probably need around 20-30mg a day for proper therapeutic results, (i allways need high dose range of stuff for me to work properly) it does need a stim and i plan to combine it with desoxypipradol everyday.

Quercetine (abolishes the need for benzo's with stims it seems atleast MPA and seems to counteract what i suspect is lupus, very impressed with this sup, no others compare)
AMT 10mg 3x day
Desoxypipradol 10mg 3x day
Phenibut 6 gram /day
Amisulpiride 600mg /day
Aniracetam

Is gonna be my winner combo id say after loads of experimentation, perhaps ill reverisit mem for tolerance, also please dont copy this regime guys im sure those doses of amt and desoxy will cause severe afterissues for the average guy to try this daily, be carefull.

Want to augment amt with pindolol for premature ejaculation, increased sero doesnt help me probably because of 5HT1A/5HT2C balance, also low daily doses of tadalafilil sound interesting.

Also gonna try seroquel instead of amisulpiride too, ill elaborate more on ami's benefits and potentially other ap's soon.

Definatly try not to replicate this stack lol, i allways need high doses of stims that said that combo could potentially cause bad aftereffects or carry risks, i take regular breaks.

Edited by medievil, 30 September 2012 - 12:48 PM.

[medievil]

Yesterday ended up with HPPD or the day before because of amt i think, its weird shit like its snowing in my vision, wasnt too anoying just remembered it disappeared and then found this study.

"Clonazepam treatment of lysergic acid diethylamide-induced
hallucinogen persisting perception disorder with anxiety features
by
Lerner AG, Gelkopf M, Skladman I,
Rudinski D, Nachshon H, Bleich A.
Lev Hasharon Mental Medical Center,
Pardessya and Sackler Faculty of Medicine,
Tel-Aviv University, Israel.
lerneram@internet-zahav.net
Int Clin Psychopharmacol. 2003 Mar;18(2):101-5

ABSTRACT

An unique and intriguing characteristic of lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD) and LSD-like substances is the recurrence of some of the symptoms which appear during the intoxication, in the absence of recent intake of hallucinogens. Hallucinogen persisting perception disorder (HPPD) is a condition in which the re-experiencing of one or more perceptual symptoms causes significant distress or impairment in social, occupational or other important areas of functioning and may be extremely debilitating. Benzodiazepines are one of the recommended agents for the treatment of HPPD but it is unclear which of them may be more helpful. The goal of our investigation was to assess the efficacy of clonazepam in the treatment of LSD-induced HPPD. Sixteen patients fulfilled entrance criteria. All complained of HPPD with anxiety features for at least 3 months and were drug free at least 3 months. They received clonazepam 2 mg/day for 2 months. Follow-up was continued for 6 months. They were weekly evaluated during the 2 months of clonazepam administration and monthly during the follow-up period using the Clinical Global Impression Scale, a Self-report Scale and Hamilton Anxiety Rating Scale. Patients reported a significant relief and the presence of only mild symptomatology during the clonazepam administration. This improvement was clearly sustained and persisted during a 6-month follow-up period. This study suggests that high potency benzodiazepines like clonazepam, which has serotonergic properties, may be more effective than low-potency benzodiazepines in the treatment of some patients with LSD-induced HPPD."

Cant be bothered about side effects if something else fixes it that i take anyway hehe.

[medievil]

Seems clonazepam can help ocd, panic disorder, sa, depression etc
AMT with its sero release and agonism will augment this
Desoxypipradol is the perfect base substance for sa and anhedonia
MDPV ads in motivation and also sero reuptake inhibition
Phenibut will cover GABAB

Id prob fuck seroquel and ami.
Pindolol maybe but i think MDPV is enough for premature ejaculation.

Ill try this and see how much it fixes me.

Ill see about other sups, for sleep ill just learn to sleep on stims, all my amp addict mates learned it and love it as you wake up very awake lol.

[medievil]

And methylene blue for tolerance altough i dunno wheter the max dose i can take with sero compounds will deplete glut and no enough to prevent tolerance and D2 agonism to balance out the mdpv high and turn it productive. Also the acetylcholine reduces the euphoria a bit and shifts it to productivity.

Its good to keep on experimenting, would be stupid to be happy with only 50% improvement, i want to be as healthy as everyone else! fuck half ocd tought while others dont have that issue, everyone should feel optimal.

[ScientiaPotentiaEst]

Have you tried the DHA,uridine,choline cocktail by any chance?

[medievil]

Yes it didnt do anything, ive tried lots of mild stuff but it seems i need the heavy shit for good results

[medievil]

I received methoxetamine, alphaPVP, amsisulpiride, MDPV, desoxypipradol, UR144, xanax, phenibut to experiment with, ill keep yall updated.Also got sit johns worth, quercetin, rhodiola.

Threw away seroquel, it turned me half shizophrenic.

[hadora]

I received methoxetamine, alphaPVP, amsisulpiride, MDPV, desoxypipradol, UR144, xanax, phenibut to experiment with, ill keep yall updated.Also got sit johns worth, quercetin, rhodiola.

Threw away seroquel, it turned me half shizophrenic.

Where did you get amisulpride if you don't mind me asking ?

[medievil]

Got a corrupt doc in belguim:) however you can PM me (unless its illegal to buy prescribed meds of me in your country:)) (other ppl for whatever meds too, unless its illegal in your country i refrain from illegal activity's and so should others.

Edited by medievil, 14 November 2012 - 04:59 PM.