Okay I'm not going to use this stuff anymore.
I know it wasn't a placebo, especially after the comedown.
I took some this morning, around 0.50mg.... and around noon I started feeling horrible.
I had to go to my moms wedding and it felt like my serotonin was nuked.
Complete apathy, horrible mood, felt like commiting suicide. I also kept getting INCREDIBLY angry. I felt like murdering my pets when I was playing with them! Like horrible contempt for all things. Not a feeling I like. Last time I experienced this types of feelings was after a bad break up around 2 years ago that nearly led me to suicide, but I've long since got over that.
Kept having burst of odd feeling in my head as if my blood-flow was failing and felt like I was going to faint/pass out every 5 minutes. I guess MAOI's aren't meant to be taken inconsistently. This is NOT a feeling I want to go to back to, ever, even inspite of the temporary boost it gives me. Come down it NOT worth it!!! I stay away from any substance that gives negative feelings following good ones.
I honestly felt like I almost had to go to the hospital because I was afraid due to the near-fainting episodes. Almost felt as if blood was clotting in my brain and then bursting forward in big amounts causing big nasty rushes that almost knocked me out.
I haven't felt suicidal/depressed in over 2 years so I can assure everyone that this is indeed not a placebo effect. I haven't even been on a substance in the last 2 years that made me feel this way..... definitely don't want to mess around with that.
The comedown/hanger over effects are not worth it. I'm not sure the cause of them, but those effects are directly correlated with other peoples reports of an after-the-fact hangover type situation with MB.
There was a definite, obvious effect, extreme good, and extreme bad. No placebo produces effects this strong, I can assure you. I have never experienced a placebo effect in my life.
One of the things I noticed on the Upsides of the MB was, I was super relaxed to the point of being nearly retarded. I was laughing hysterically at a video I saw on youtube that had 90% dislikes..... everyone else hated it, but I thought it was the funniest thing I had seen in my LIFE. I felt drugged.
I do not suggest anyone adopt MB into their stack unless they are happy with taking it consistently many times aday. If you don't you're going to experience some very very nasty effects.This also gives me some insight onto more of those depressing posts of Isochroma after he had bragged about MB's power.
Edited by Siro, 19 October 2012 - 12:17 AM.