Sorry for the long post, I'd be extremely grateful for anyone's attention and advice.
I'm a 22-year old undergraduate studying Mathematics at Oxford University and I've been looking to boost my brain power in order to maximize my achievements. I don't drink, have a normal diet, weigh <60kg and am 5'8".
I'm reasonable intelligent but, since my late teens, I've always thought myself to have a very short attention span and a clouded mind. This was damaging my academic career so I decided to take my brain's chemistry into my own hands by taking nootropics.
I started taking Piracetam with Choline Bitartrate about 3 months ago. I varied my stack a lot but, on average, I took 2.4g of Piracetam with 1g of Choline in 3 daily doses.
The main difference I initially noticed was that I was inclined to listen to music and sing a lot more. After a few weeks I noticed some subtle, but significant, nootropic benefits. I was able to focus for greater lengths of time, less easily distracted and less clouded thoughts. Piracetam also provides surges of motivation. This is important because I previously wasn't willing to work hard enough to achieve what I wanted to achieve.
Furthermore, I agree with the common anecdote of increased creativity, mood and energy. I did not, however, notice more vivid colours or enhanced sounds, as people often report.
Piracetam has been good but not, in itself, life changing. Also, it made me more inclined to socialize, which would sometimes distract me from work.
After a couple of months, I ordered in some Pramiracetam. I wanted a nootropic that'd make me an academic beast and, having read research and anecdotal reports, I though this might do the job.
I didn't feel anything in the first 4 days but it wasn't long until I felt the incredible surges of motivation, long bouts of concentration, greater comprehension and memorization that are associated with Pram. However, this'd only work when I took Pramiracetam on an empty stomach (dissolved in oil). I became convinced that nootropics don't work on a full stomach. In fact, I felt as if the effects were wearing off as soon as I ate a meal. This resulted in a lot of fasting and coffee alongside my stack.
I continued like this for a couple of weeks, taking doses of ~300mg, 3 times a day with the same Piracetam regimen.
I learnt a lot in those few weeks and did well in exams.
I don't know, in hindsight, whether my claim of taking nootropics on an empty stomach was justified or not but I knew that wasn't a sustainable regimen.
I experimented further in the coming weeks but my regimen stopped working for some reason. I fiddled with my choline intake and diet before I realized that doses of ~300mg of Pram weren't enough anymore. I took 600mg one day and suddenly felt deeply focused on my work, I did not get distracted for hours. I didn't feel the need to take a break or socialize, it was incredible.
Also, it didn't really matter whether I took it with food or not.
This was unlike before and I realized that the effects I felt before may have just been Piracetam and only now was I feeling the Pramiracetam effects.
I tried taking 600mg 3 times a day. It made my morning extremely productives and lectures much more worthwhile. My second dose (after lunch) allowed me to get a lot of work done in the afternoons but around dinnertime, I'd fall asleep (regardless of coffee).
I also stopped taking Piracetam because the creative surges were an unnecessary distraction from my work.
Also, I noticed an amazing change of vision, the clarity and vivideness I had heard about.
I continued like this for a week and it was brilliant until I fell fast asleep at 6pm. This is extremely counter-productive and I'm trying to figure out what's happening.
I had a theory that I became sensitized to Pramiracetam so the doses required to get significant results were now smaller. I've been testing out doses of 150mg-400mg. Either they're too small to have an effect or they induce sleepiness or tiredness. Morning doses of 250-600mg sometimes have a positive effect but the second dose doesn't.
I'm currently stopping the second dose.
I tried upping the choline to 3x1g doses but I think it was making me depressed. I've switched to CDP-Choline/Citicoline in the past few days and I think it's having a positive effect.
Piracetam still works when I take it but I'd rather take only Pramiracetam.
Sometimes, even small doses of Pram only serve to make me tired, perhaps taking a break would help? I have tried taking small breaks but they don't seem to help.
Perhaps there is a sweet spot between 150 and 600mg that makes me focused and not tired? Perhaps I should only dose once a day? I'm still experimenting with this so I might yet resolve the issue, I'd appreciate any dosage recommendations.
I wonder if the problem was choline bitartrate and the problems will subside, now that I've switched to CDP?
My problem seems unlike anecdotal reports/logs I've read.
People seem to be able to get consistent results from a particular dose and I've never heard of Pram ceasing to work for anyone?
My workload is intense and I'd really like to recover the positive effects of Pramiracetam and get them consistently throughout the day.
I'd appreciate any advice.