Dear D424friday,
Thanks so much for the reply man, I have been feeling a bit under the weather this past week as well. It is good to see that mentally you are back to 100%, would you say the physical symptoms you experienced have also subsided/ returned to normal? Has your energy returned to a normal state after taking Selegiline and Anarecitam or did your physical symptoms return to normal prior to this? I will look into both Anarecitam and Selegiline further and decide how/ if I will take them. You also said you took Piracetam initially which did not help you symptoms but Anarecitam did, did you take them quite close together to notice the differing effects or do you think the Selegiline had a greater effect on your recovery. Also completely unrelated, did you still go to the gym during the period in which you were experiencing the symptoms/ do you still go now? and have you managed to get you life back on track in terms of career/ personal life. This past year I have pretty much had my life on halt, but I have kept up with the gym and made some good gains, which has pretty much kept me sain, as well as getting to do some work experience recently. Sorry to open up old wounds, and I'm sure there will be more questions I can bombard you with further down the line hehe, thank you again for your time and patience in answering these questions.
No worries, ye I feel physically back to normal as well. None of my symptoms returned to normal before taking Aniracetam and Selegiline, unless I was taking the supplements I listed above, but once i stopped taking them all the symptoms came back.
I took Piracetam months away from Aniracetam, to go further into my experience with it (Piracetam). When I took it, I actually felt extremely Euphoric for the first couple of hours, and then crashed hard with mind numbing anxiety for days afterwards. I think I worked out that the euphoria was from the camkii activation/AMPA positive modulation, and then the anxiety crash coming from nmda receptor upregulation and Piracteam being a glutamate agonist made that effect even worse.
The euphoria from the Piracetam was probably the first time in a year I had felt any sort of "pleasure" almost as if I had no dopamine in my brain (to put it very unscientifically)
That's what lead me to looking into ampa/camkii activation.
Other glutamate agonists had a similar anxiogenic effect on me, whilst glutamate antagonists had an anxiolytic effect.
Same thing with other camkii activators // ampa positive modulators (uridine,fish oil, Tianeptine) I felt like my brain could experience pleasure again.
No idea which had the greater effect on recovery as I took them at the same time.
I made attempts to get back into the gym whilst still having symptoms, but the anxiety and fatigue was too much, it felt like my brain was constantly on the verge of a seizure, was hard to even walk straight at some points. I basically did virtually nothing for close to 2 years, occasionally went out with friends when I was feeling a bit better from taking stuff like tianeptine/uridine/fish oil etc.
That's good that you're able to to go to the gym and do a bit of work experience.
My life was getting back on track until a few months ago, now I'm ill again with something unrelated to d aspartic acid. Frustrating obviously but it's not going to be forever, and it could be worse.
Feel free to PM me for my skype, would be quicker to talk than on here.