When I was in my youth I experimented a lot with illegal drugs. From the age of 16 I was smoking cannabis regularly and this progressed onto MDMA (ecstasy), speed, cocaine and ketamine. I spent two years of my life regularly taking drugs at parties and festivals. Looking back, my justification was that everybody else seemed to be taking part and I felt like I belonged for the first time in my life and that I had real friends.
About a year after my period of continued drug use, around the time I began college, I started to feel somewhat different in myself. I was disconnected, and my thoughts were jumbled. I quickly became nervous in social situations and began withdrawing from life in general. I went to see a psychologist who gave me an SSRI. This definitely helped to lift my mood, I felt less anxious and whilst my cognitive drawbacks were still apparent I could socialise and began forming new relationships and feeling myself again. However, having read a lot about the damaging effects SSRIs can have long term, i quit completely. 1 year on and at the age of 24 my brain feels weak. My memory, short and long is worse than that of my 90 year old nan. I have mental blocks and my verbal fluency is poor. I am certain i have done significant damage to my brain and am determined to try to do everything possible. I eat well and have been a constant gym goer for the past 3 years.
----> in comes Cerebrolysin.
Over the years I have tried everything with regards to natural organic herbs vitamins etc etc and always spend time researching. I've come to the conclusion that cerebrolysin may produce a real opportunity for true healing opposed to covering up a damaged system. The thought of this petrified me, I hate needles and injecting this pig brain soup fills me with horror.
However, ordered all of the supplies and injected 2ml into my thigh. After a few panic attacks and after managing to convince myself I wasn't going to die or turn into a pig I began to feel great. I went to sleep as had the work the next day.Woke up fresh, felt revitalised and the day I had at work was incredible. I was sharp, focused and more importantly my good old self I lost all those years ago.
However, my problem now lies with my anxieties concerning it's safety. I have read a lot but cannot come close to understanding the ways In which this is actually working. I am aware that this is clearly a strong drug but at the same time, it seems to have a very low side effect and risk profile from what I have read. It almost seems too good to be true.
My questions that I really need answering before I continue any further injections are as follows:
1. What are the real risks with this?
2. Is Cerebrolysin immunogenic and what does this mean ?
3. Could I have an allergic reaction and die ?
4. Can It can use any serious long term problems?
5. If i was to do a month long trial, what am i actually putting at stake here ?
6. Is this too extreme ? its meant for people with dementia, am i being way too risky and stupid ?
In a nut shell how risky is this, because from what I've read so far it seems to be a miracle cure that ticks all the boxes with very limited negative effects, but as my lesson with SSRIS taught me, if it feels too good to be true, its probably doing brain damage

All comments and responses will be so greatly appreciated and if anyone from the UK who knows about this drug and/or has used it, I would LOVE to have a chat over the phone or something.
Thanks a lot !