Hi,
While people take fish oil and all that OK.
what is it that when you become to this "drug seeking" thing. its like you are seeking a drug out.... and even that the drug/supplements/etc (all that stuff), becomes more "important", almost like you need it to survive?
now this may not be regarding you..
but you know really like.... when you start researching the drugs and all that and trying to take them this that and the other and all that. like is there something else wrong? that's causing that?.
like its like your seeking the drug or other ingredients or something ?

because its like deep inside my brain something was tagged (some years ago), and its like the drugs (including all rx/non-rx/etc all that stuff, supplements,nootropics,etc. and as I am living on this earth and as I am alive as a human; it is like the supplements/drugs/etc were tagged in my brain (note; not the drugs itself, but the 'survival value' of them), so I will go out and research or find new drugs and all that?.
or you know the people that change (like on bodybuilding), they start exercising like crazy to get the muscle, working out, taking steroids,etc. (maybe of course just like no control etc?)
but could that be the same in some other peoples case? or whats happening really?