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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

being agressive is good if its in a good way, dont be agressive to ppl that dont deserve it but show you cant be messed around with.
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

i loved in a extremely bad area for a bit, ppl got agressive to me when i was selling drugs in that place, i fucking showed i do whatever i want to do and no criminal will intimidate me
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

If someone wants to rip me off hell have a gun pointing at him the next day, haha.

but that was in belguim i dont have any connections in uk
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

babychris email your payment info so i can pay you.

srry to be acting like the badass criminal lol
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

why do i have this massive ego lol, i developped after all those fanmessages lol but allways had it
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

im going for a sleep
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somethingstrange's Photo somethingstrange 19 Sep 2014

I don't know whether this will help you but try to look at this http://i.imgur.com/q1gi4IF.jpg

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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

haha fucking hell wtf is that
that made me obsessed with banging my girl
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

babychris read your profile feed and contact me asap
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

Anyom#ne that knows me email me at medievilone@Safe-mail.net asap
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

i knocked the tv of the table and stumbling around everywhere fucking hell lol
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

I just fell of the steps

i took too much stuff haha
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medievil's Photo medievil 19 Sep 2014

Without fluvoxaminw my libido is fucked and cant get hard at all on viagra.


That drug is fucking amazing
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Babychris's Photo Babychris 19 Sep 2014

Yeah so I STRONGLY advice you to stick on straight fluvoxamine and leave everything else. If that make sense to you...

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medievil's Photo medievil 20 Sep 2014

Running out of it explains my freak out and about everyhing, i really dont feel well without it but what can i do, i need 100 mg and they prescribe me the inactive dose of 50mg wtf uk healthcare

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medievil's Photo medievil 20 Sep 2014

Im so dissociated without it, yesterday i tought it was because i took too much.

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medievil's Photo medievil 21 Sep 2014

Jeezes im feeling back ok just extremely tired, i dunno what state i was in but it was no good, probably triggered by fluvox withdrawal.
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Introspecta's Photo Introspecta 21 Sep 2014

Omg this thread I'm dying laughing. It all started with that cute pussy sitting on her back and that ass. That fat ass. Then I scroll down to see medievil fell down the stairs because he took too much stuff. I can't handle this.

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Flex's Photo Flex 21 Sep 2014

Everyone has sometimes taken too much of something e.g. Alcohol.

รก propos Alcohol, Oktoberfest is comming btw ;)

Besides that, Medievil is a unique and good guy.


Edited by Flex, 21 September 2014 - 01:29 PM.
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medievil's Photo medievil 27 Sep 2014

Thank you, nut im not that good as a person tough.
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medievil's Photo medievil 27 Sep 2014

I want to do some charity work and really become a better person... im not that good as i look like but i want to improve.
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Lobotomy's Photo Lobotomy 29 Sep 2014

You're off your rocker, homefry.

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Babychris's Photo Babychris 30 Sep 2014

I want to do some charity work and really become a better person... im not that good as i look like but i want to improve.

 

 

The first step is to give back my money ...

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medievil's Photo medievil 21 Oct 2014

Wow, several weeks into fluvoxamine and theres a massive improvement in my behavor, also i find my old posts quite embarassing, especially when i kept going on how great i am haha, i have to say im sure my thread is entertaining and educating to loads of people.

 

However in person i allways gave a confident social and normal impression, i never acted crazy or gave the impression i was mentally ill which is great as im grathfull shizophrenia never got the chance to fuck me over that much, like some people i saw in wards when i suffered from psychosis.

 

@Babychris

 

Yes im really sorry i kept on making promises, truth is i could barely afford enough stims to treat my own anhedonia and dont feel like im being tortured, however im going on disability payment (obviously i keep looking for work, id love to have a job) but that gives me 200 pound extra a month, enough to pay you back.

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Babychris's Photo Babychris 21 Oct 2014

Ok I'm not mad at you despite the fact that you have disapeared for so long and that I need the money... Go Pm

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medievil's Photo medievil 21 Oct 2014

You have all reason to be mad at me, im extremely sorry especially if you need the money.

 

My messenger is broken, leave your emailadress in my profile.

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Babychris's Photo Babychris 21 Oct 2014

No maybe I have reason but to be honest I can understand how hard life could be and I'm quite happy that you feel better. 

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medievil's Photo medievil 21 Oct 2014

I just had another week of anhedonia, thats the mean reason i disappear anhedonia coming back to torture me because i cant afford enough stimulants.

 

Your very understanding, beleive me that i am really sorry, but life is really hard when i constantly have to escape anhedonia, i just wish i had a basic dex script and i wouldnt have to spend a fortune pretty much all my money to feel decent.

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medievil's Photo medievil 21 Oct 2014

I really used to sound like a lunatic on stims before when i took alot, haha im qite improved and never saw myself how crazy i used to sound.

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lammas2's Photo lammas2 21 Oct 2014

I really used to sound like a lunatic on stims

 

Indeed.

 

Are you still taking angiotensin II antagonists to combat blood pressure rise from stimulants? I have seen you mention both telmisartan and candesartan, which of them do you prefer?

 

Are you administering EPH intranasally? Have you noticed any damage to your mucous membrane, since it seems to be quite caustic?

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