Iam writting this thread in search for answeres regarding the situation I am in. My life feels just flat emotionally. It seams like nothing can fascinate me more. Through my whole life I have struggled with focus, attention, motivation but in the last 6 years life became less intresting. I dont know how to describe it but life feels as if my pleasure setpoint is lower as normal. I think it could be due to the lack of focus I struggle with. Maybe some kind of dopamine deficency is involved. For the last three month I was taking wellbutrin xl what somehow worsened my add pi. I felt more impulsive, less able to focus etc. Next week I have a appointment with a add specialist to see whats wrong with me. I feel emotionally flat. Iam missing feelings of pleasure, love, attatchment. Could it be that add or better said a serve dopamine defeciency is playing a role in my condition ? cocaine calms me and makes me feel emotions. I can take lots of cocaine without feeling hyper. Does anybody feel the same ? What can I do ?
answeres are appreciated
greetz