Well , Hi to all LC comunity , im 9 months in withdrawal, some time ago i was willing to take micro doses of dmt or shrooms even iboga, but on that time i decided to whait ,im still willing to take it, so i was waiting clean until some days ago, some days ago i started to take lyrica
So for you guys to know some days ago prior to lyrica i was housebond , all my simptoms was leading to anxiety and makng me agoraphobic i was feeling derealization , disassociation , uneasy felling , inner anxiety , could not step out the door , and if i did i would feel very bad outside with inner anxiety very sensitie to anything , air headed, floating head or whatever , without focus on anything , and i would make all i needed to do as quick as i can to return home . couldnt talk right , couldnt even think right , besides of fatigue and cognitive simptoms. that makes you more anxious
So i decided to take lyrica some days ago , It made all my simptoms decrease of level , i can talk right now , i cant think somehow better , the agoraphobia is manageable and i cant step out the door to do something , and i dont feel so fatigue , but the depression feeling remain.
What im scared is , lyrica is masking my simptoms so i cant feel if im recovering in any aspects, and it would be ok if it be only masking it , if my receptors would still be recovering while on it, but my fear is if lyrica would stop me from healing if it would stop me from healing , this is making me so aprehensive. When i take lyrica the effects is like if i was in a benzo , so it comes to my mind , how im going to work like that , how im going to work in that state influenced by lyrica ? the sameway i was thinkng how im going to work high on benzos ? Im very aprehensive of be screwing my recovery taking lyrica.
As i know , lyrica dont act binding in any receptors , so this lead me to think its safe, and maybe would only extend the time of withdrawal but making it easier to handle, LC is a really wise and wide comunity, so i would really apreciate your toughts on it im very aprehensive , plz help a friend in need