I need some quick answers.
I am about to move across the country - hundreds of miles. I cannot complete the move because I am non-functional as a result of shut-down from anxiety related to inability to organize - I have Sluggish Cognitive Tempo / ADHD-PI.
The response was triggered because my Vyvanse - even in combination with Agomelatine and Modafinil, is not sufficient to help me complete such a complex and non-stimulating task.
I have used 300 mg Wellbutrin in the past, even with Agomelatine in combination, it was well-tolerated - except for two specific side-effects.
Loss of verbal and working memory - I had problems speaking and remembering things. Most definitely related to it's anticholinergic effects. (nicotine-receptors)
Aggression / irritability - after continued use, say 4-5 days, I become highly volatile - violent almost. It is not an anxious form of aggression - I have had this in the past and I know the difference - I do not feel any more anxious than usual - I simply hate all life. Could this also be related to anticholinergic effects?
The aggression abates with time - it usually takes about 2-3 weeks for this side-effect to decrease and then suddenly go away. The verbal memory problem never goes away - it is continuous.
Now, smoking cessation is known to cause aggression as well - this is why I suspect the antinicotinic effect as the root cause of this. Interestingly, I do NOT experience anxiety or aggression when I cease Bupropion - so it's not like Methylphenidate or amphetamine -induced anxious irritability, or withdrawal - this is different.
I have genes which are supposedly related to increased nicotinic dependency - I have never used nicotine, but my mother is a heavy smoker and has always had trouble quitting.
Once again, I feel that aggression and decreased memory is related to the antinicotinic effects. Now, for something else...
Does Bupropion LOWER SEIZURE THRESHOLD THROUGH NICOTINIC ANTAGONISM?
The reason I'm asking is because I have a high suspicion that Norepinephrinergic medication could treat my symptoms - and Bupropion is such a medication. However, it is a less potent medication than Strattera, hence I would say in order for me to properly test it, I need to try higher doses.
I know the release is important - XL, XR, LA all have less incidence of seizure.
If ALL of these effects are a result of nicotinic antagonism in susceptible people, then IMHO, it stands to reason that adding nicotine gum should pretty much ABOLISH these effects COMPLETELY.
I would then be left with an NdRI which could treat my symptoms.
Please respond. I must know.
A final sidenote is that when I used the antihistamine/anticholinergic Promethazine at higher doses, I experienced COMPLETELY FLATTENED AFFECT. All emotions were numbed. Is this another sign towards me being sensitive to anticholinergic effects?