I've spent years and years going to doctors for medical treatments for a few conditions. Anxiety depression and ADHD.
I'm a poor responder to SSRIs and SNRIs. I've been on Wellbutrin a couple times. It'd be great if I didn't need to do much all day long. A nice comfortable warmth and everything is slowed down. Too slow though and it comes with brain fog. So there I am feeling good but slow of mind and body.
Anything which increases serotonin is a no go. Too many side effects even weeks and weeks later. I don't seem to have a problem with low serotonin. I also think I have naturally high choline. Anything increasing choline caused brain fog and headaches.
Right now I'm trying to get by with nsi-189, Tianeptine, and noopept. These are doing a reasonably decent job keeping everything in check but, I still get anxious and depressed. Plus none of it helps me control my ADHD, I'm still inattentive and make what seem to other people as careless mistakes.
I need help controlling the lack of motivation, social anxiety, unexpected major depression etc.