Hi guys,
I'm a Newbie here. So first off hello to you all.
A little bit of background about me.
I was adopted very young and very insecure. wouldn't leave my parents side and slept in their room every night. even on he floor when it was cold.
I was the favourite of my Gran, Uncle Billy and aunty Maggie.
Sadly they all died within 4 years when I was around 6,7 and 8ish.
I didn't want to go to school and wouldn't leave my Man's side.
I became withdrawn.
I was also coming to terms with my sexuality as I realised I was different but wasn't sure why.
This was rather difficult to come to teams with in an ex mining village and steel working town with strong Christian values.
I was diagnosed with big polar disorder after using alcohol, weed, LSD and magic mushrooms as an escape from my situation. which on made it worse. low self esteem, inability to connect with other gay people and no support in this area have led to a complex and unhappy life at times. depression, no motivation and the mood swings of big polar disorder. 2 breakdowns and my belt.
I think personally that all of our problems and issues will dissolve once we make the decission to work toward eleiviate the suffering of others, of all others.
I have a strong belief that the world and all its systems are capable of unifying.
that we are capable of evolving as individuals and as a whole. With love, compassion, empathy and the goal of bringing All things to a place of unity. That this reality can completely evolve to a form of pure limitless energy.
The sufferings of all peoples, all systems and all realities can unite and evolve limitlessly.
Now I use the word evolve but it is just a simple term that I have used with my limited intelligence, as a flavour of what I mean.
I know that exercise is a very important factor in rehabilitation and I have also been looking at
combinations of nootropics and of natural chemicals and extracts etc.
I am very excited at what I have read and heard from various sources.
Can anyone please give me advice or guidance and advice in this or any field.
Many Thanks
David