I have big problems with smooth eye pursuit, for example i can't play ping pong, because my eyes have a problem following the ball.
Yet, every substance that releases either NE or SERT cures me instantly of this symptom.
Idk, but i think i'm depressed after all. I have anhedonia, memory problems, depersonalization, moderate ocd, etc. All pointing to being depressed (ie. having some brain athropy).
Too bad some major improvements are not sustainable, like pseudoephedrine (shit restores my cognition fast).