This topic has been brought up so many times before, and I just want to kill it my style. I want to be the director for the ensemble of reviews and questions this round. Thank you to all those who have researched this medication on this forum and posted their experiences. It has been a great help.
In fact, I made a short summary of a few testimonies and PubMed abstracts to give to my psychiatrist. One of the testimonies was from this forum. She took one look at the stack from across the room and decided not to read and and just write the script. This was prescription #4, and she knew the drill.
Selegiline for Adult ADHD: http://www.longecity...for-adult-adhd/
I was looking for something that worked with a low side effect profile, and she knew that's why I was there - not to settle for something to fix ADHD and make me a zombie with hemorrhoids or bursts of anger. While filling the script, she gave me a pamphlet containing all the wonderful foods I couldn't eat.
- Aged Cheese and foods containing Tryamine. (Tyrosine that's been sitting around awhile.)
- Chocolate. Coffee. Caffeine. Phenethylamine.
- Any anti-depressant or stimulant medications or supplements.
- Wikipedia: MAOI Dangers
#60. 2x/day. 5mg. Tablets or Capsules. (They had capsules.)
After waiting 5 days from taking Nortriptyline (could have waited longer, but the half life was over days ago), I decided to go to Walgreen's and give it a shot. I happily took my medicine, bought some benzocaine for my toothache, and left. During the day, my toothache just kept getting worse, so I took some advil, Picamilon, and Huperzine A.
The thing with me and Huperzine A is that I cannot take it without an antidepressant or else I get kind of sad for no reason. Although I am unable to come with a study, it would make sense that AChE inhibitors cause lowered betaine levels. It is generally accepted that AChE inhibitors can cause depression, but I'm pretty sure it has to do with betaine levels since research concerning dopamine receptor regulation and synthesis is positive, rather than negative. My antidepressant of choice is usually Methylene Blue, 3-5mg with 500mg Vitamin C (tablet form - my blood is the stirring stick).
In a panic of pain, I washed down the Advil with my concoction of Picamilon, Huperzine A, Methylene Blue, and water. I applied some more benzocaine and waited for it to kick in and take me away to a better place - a painless place. I began to feel warm and silly. The pain subsided.
As I sat in my chair, my ass cheek twitched. Weird. Then my ass cheek twitched again... hard. Huh. Next my man-tit jumped up. Oh $#!~! I've forgotten I took the Selegiline and mixed it with Methylene Blue. Pretty sure this is bad. I thought... I can turn it into Melatonin... this serotonin in my blood stream goes to Melatonin pretty fast... all I need is some B6 and Magnesium, and it'll be over.
In the other room, I found a stash of Almonds. Just what I need. Nuts are full of B Vitamins and Minerals. Almonds, especially. I grabbed a handful and chowed down on a mouthful of nuts. Within minutes, my twitching subsided to a gentle infrequent man-tit jiggle. My head became clear, and I became a lot less silly.
Thank God for nuts in yo mouf.
Four hours later, while approaching the same Walgreen's, I had a sudden need to vomit. Perfect. I can puke where I got the medication... how fitting, it's their fault for not telling me I can't have fish antifungal with my painkillers, right? Not. After cleaning up my glorious exiting performance, I bought some ginger ale and club crackers.
My digestive system didn't feel the same for a few days after that. Today actually. I had a honkin' Chimichanga last night that knocked me out from food overload. With a gut full of slowly digesting food, I finally felt normal again. I also had some spicy chicken foods from Wendy's the past couple days, and if it weren't for that, I would have thought it was the Selegiline giving me IBS this whole time.
Overall, the experience has been quite enjoyable. Selegiline is like if Methylene Blue and Monster Energy Drink had a baby; Modafinil and Dunkin Donuts had a baby; and those babies F^&~*d... right. It's the product of baby F&^*%ing. For those who got that, I'm no stoner, but Pineapple Express was hilarious. Okay, you get the idea. It's a mixed bag of hyperness and happiness.
I'm waiting for the full effects to kick in fully, but so far so good. Day 4. Some things of note...
- Extra hyper and silly. I feel like I'm a 15 year old again. This effect has seems to be increasing. After reading studies on Selegiline, it seems that dopamine production is lowered over time, reaching a homeostasis. This effect may be temporary, but it oddly resembles hypomania... if it isn't actually hypomania. I'll give it a month and see if this subsides or retains in a manageable state.
- Carbs make you super tired. Protein, even nuts, seems to make you focused and energetic. Coffee, caffeine, chocolate, etc. is 4x as effective as usual.
- Appetite is low, but you can still stuff your face like there's no tomorrow.
- Methylene Blue makes you twitch and vomit.
- There is some subtle twitching, but it is quite infrequent. Mostly with a little caffeine (not a lot, just enough to get going).
- No shaking apart from usual. (I shake anyway.)
- Increase in neurological pain. Toothache is worsened. Neck kinks are more annoying.
- Sex drive incredibly high. Evening wood. Morning wood. Driving wood. It's like a forest all day. Erections are not spontaneous, but as easy as 1-2-3.
- Strange bouts of tiredness. I suppose that's normal for me, but it's such a contrast to the usual Selegiline effect of heightened energy. Perhaps this is a crash?
- Confidence. Social butterfly-ness. Jokes are funnier when I tell them. Girls are more approachable. Loneliness doesn't bite. The air feels like it has more oxygen. Speaking my mind is faster and automatic. Consequently, I'm a bit of refreshing awkwardness.
- Sometimes I forget to start to breathe again. I feel like my brain is always well oxygenated, so missing a couple breaths here and there won't hurt as long as I start again. Only happens after holding my breath.
- Thought activity is increased. I literally think faster. I'm more accurate. I'm more thorough.
- Positiveness is increased. Negative things seems neutral or matter-of-fact.
- Though irritability isn't increased (actually decreased), the ease to act on it is increased. Double edged sword... because when I act on it, and it gets ignored, I get more irritable than if I ignored it. Feels like it happens 50% of the time.
- Ability to switch thoughts and start anew is easier. In addition, automatic tangential thinking is not increased. Creativity is retained, even enhanced by this effect.
- I still have hyper focus. (see this thread? wow, right?)
- Motivation to plan ahead is increased, but the motivation to start a project is only slightly elevated as of right now. Still have the "wall".
- Focus is elevated only slightly. Pain in staying on task is slightly numbed.
- Getting distracted has not improved 100%. I am still just as easily distracted by external stimuli, but internal stimuli distraction seems to be somewhat quenched.
- Concentration on things I dislike has not improved 100%. Chores, work, etc. all suck just as much, but I don't get a headache from wanting to do other things so bad.