Hey,
I would like to ask you guys for help. Long term stress, vivid imagination and emotional abuse left me in current state:
Almost chronic derealisation/depersonalisation(?) esp. in school. Thoughts about death.. crippling. Thinking about stupid shit like protons and things.. no emotions. My memory is off, to a point where I feel like only present. Had to smoke weed couple of times just to get through school day..
I feel like my psyche has been broken.. I am not me for a long time.
